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im so fucking selfish, i hate myself.
okay so my spring break shall be spent driving to florida. just my brother and i. he's 19, so that means 1 driver. two kids all the way to florida because my dad is a fuck.
i want nothing more than to see my grandma. i love her and she means the world to me. and i just dont know how much longer shes going to be around. but she will be coming home 2 weeks after we see her, 2 fucking weeks what's the point.
the only reason my brother and i are allowed to go down is to help my pitiful father overcome his feeling of regret. he feels bad that hes such an asshole to his mom, so what better way to cheer her up than send his kids to see her. he doesnt have to miss any work and then he has the kids gone for a week... wow what luck eh?
so spring break was going to finally be my chance to relax, de-stress myself and just chill out. and i was so uterlly excited about the ETID and AILD show.. i swear i shall be there and enjoy every minute of it. instead it will be spent worrying myself about this trip and all that is going to happen.
im sorry that im so selfish and i have no heart, but fuck who doesnt love having such irresponsible parents.
okay so my spring break shall be spent driving to florida. just my brother and i. he's 19, so that means 1 driver. two kids all the way to florida because my dad is a fuck.
i want nothing more than to see my grandma. i love her and she means the world to me. and i just dont know how much longer shes going to be around. but she will be coming home 2 weeks after we see her, 2 fucking weeks what's the point.
the only reason my brother and i are allowed to go down is to help my pitiful father overcome his feeling of regret. he feels bad that hes such an asshole to his mom, so what better way to cheer her up than send his kids to see her. he doesnt have to miss any work and then he has the kids gone for a week... wow what luck eh?
so spring break was going to finally be my chance to relax, de-stress myself and just chill out. and i was so uterlly excited about the ETID and AILD show.. i swear i shall be there and enjoy every minute of it. instead it will be spent worrying myself about this trip and all that is going to happen.
im sorry that im so selfish and i have no heart, but fuck who doesnt love having such irresponsible parents.