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last night i dreamt that there was still snow on the ground but brian wanted to go 'swimming', which i took to mean go to the beach, which i didn't think was weird because maybe i didn't realize there was snow on the ground. anyways, sam, brian and i get in brians car to go 'swimming', and i'm really glad because i just got a sample pair of contacts (which really did happen IRL yesterday) so that i'd be able to see while swimming. so, we get to brandeis and get out of the car and there's snow everywhere but it's really warm out (still, didn't seem weird), and we go into some building. brian is leading the way and he's walking the way he does sometimes in real life where his chin is up and he's rushing and really leading the way. so we walk past all these window-walled offices and get to this window that looks down at a pool - which i guess is a giant hottub. brian says that's where were going, and i'm confused and little disappointed, but into it. the only thing is it isn't running, and i guess it belongs to either his adviser or the head of the school - he figured it would just be running and we could sneak in and whatever. but instead he goes down and starts messing with knobs to try and make it work. i can see the owner of the pool staring at him from another window, and i feel like he's going to get kicked out of school for what hes doing. i look down at him, through the window, as i think this, and we eye communicate and i realize he could care less if he turns those knobs and subsequently gets kicked out - like that's actually what he wants.
two or three nights ago i dreamt that the roof my house was inset - with ever deepening surrounding walls, and it flooded. i feel like everything was flooded - like the whole house flooded and we were progressively floating up and up and up as the water rose. eventually i'm in the pool that is my roof and it's fucking awesome - there's tons of people swimming/floating/wading in the water, and im with some boy. he's chubby and has dark blonde hair and i do not believe i know him IRL, but he's like my best friend/boy friend in the dream. we sort of are always together and i feel really comfortable with him - i'm often tucking myself into his arm or something like that, so that he is enveloping me. we mostly just sit and sort of float around the pool. the water feels really good. i feel very comfortable.
tuesday night i dreamt that i lived with jamie and two other girls - one of them may have been kartina but i'm not sure. one of these girls (definitely not kartina) was INSANE. the whole dream was her doing weird, obnoxious, insane things over and over and over again, and i was getting more and more worked up and pissed off/annoyed as she did them. the dream culminated when i was in jamie's room and she was holding a large serated flip knife at me - like that scary display kind that has the notches cut out of the blade, that you usually wouldn't use as a weapon but if you did and it was sharp would gut someone in seconds. i had just looked in the dishwasher and seen that she had stuck hotdogs and hamburgers into the top rack, and it made me so fucking angry. i think what really made me angry, actually, was that no one else thought that was crazy or weird or annoying or anything - i think that was sort of the my main annoyance throughout the dream. this bitch would do these really seriously bizarre and disruptive things, and i would point them out to the other girl roomate and she'd act like it was totes normal. anyways, this crazy girl has this knife and jamie is sitting in the back of the room on his computer, and i'm asking jamie to help me deal with her but he won't stop doing his homework. i managed to grab the knife from her and i throw it - not really at her, maybe just to get rid of it - but either way it hits jamies wall, does like four flips in midair and flies back to me, and i catch it perfectly. at this point i woke up to a text message from a friend - IRL - detailing a pretty terrifying roomate situation he experienced the night before, which ended with him saying he thought his roomate was going to knife him. ??? yeah. also now that i write this dream out it really sounds as if i feel neglected by my roomates and that it is a factor of stress in my life? i don't realize i feel that way if it is true, though.
i've just been having a lot of really weird, very vivid, very emotion based dreams lately.
two or three nights ago i dreamt that the roof my house was inset - with ever deepening surrounding walls, and it flooded. i feel like everything was flooded - like the whole house flooded and we were progressively floating up and up and up as the water rose. eventually i'm in the pool that is my roof and it's fucking awesome - there's tons of people swimming/floating/wading in the water, and im with some boy. he's chubby and has dark blonde hair and i do not believe i know him IRL, but he's like my best friend/boy friend in the dream. we sort of are always together and i feel really comfortable with him - i'm often tucking myself into his arm or something like that, so that he is enveloping me. we mostly just sit and sort of float around the pool. the water feels really good. i feel very comfortable.
tuesday night i dreamt that i lived with jamie and two other girls - one of them may have been kartina but i'm not sure. one of these girls (definitely not kartina) was INSANE. the whole dream was her doing weird, obnoxious, insane things over and over and over again, and i was getting more and more worked up and pissed off/annoyed as she did them. the dream culminated when i was in jamie's room and she was holding a large serated flip knife at me - like that scary display kind that has the notches cut out of the blade, that you usually wouldn't use as a weapon but if you did and it was sharp would gut someone in seconds. i had just looked in the dishwasher and seen that she had stuck hotdogs and hamburgers into the top rack, and it made me so fucking angry. i think what really made me angry, actually, was that no one else thought that was crazy or weird or annoying or anything - i think that was sort of the my main annoyance throughout the dream. this bitch would do these really seriously bizarre and disruptive things, and i would point them out to the other girl roomate and she'd act like it was totes normal. anyways, this crazy girl has this knife and jamie is sitting in the back of the room on his computer, and i'm asking jamie to help me deal with her but he won't stop doing his homework. i managed to grab the knife from her and i throw it - not really at her, maybe just to get rid of it - but either way it hits jamies wall, does like four flips in midair and flies back to me, and i catch it perfectly. at this point i woke up to a text message from a friend - IRL - detailing a pretty terrifying roomate situation he experienced the night before, which ended with him saying he thought his roomate was going to knife him. ??? yeah. also now that i write this dream out it really sounds as if i feel neglected by my roomates and that it is a factor of stress in my life? i don't realize i feel that way if it is true, though.
i've just been having a lot of really weird, very vivid, very emotion based dreams lately.