Dec 31, 2005 19:08
Christmas was just another day. A big hole, like any other. The depressive state is still here, but thankfully it isnt deepening. Y'know, even having a serrated lemon-juice covered glass-knife stuck in the side of your arse for long enough, and you get used to it. Such is the way of depression and being too weak/cowardly to fight against it again. Whinging aside, I figured something else out. Normally my LJ friends page has entries that go missing, and I used to assume people just removed them. Not quite. It turns out that LJ signs me out strangely often, despite the settings, so friends-only entries are invisible to me... and I only see them when I come to update, rather than when I peek in as I pass by.
Sorry Ryn, for being late with my huggage, but at least you know why I didnt respond with lightening speed. You know I wuv your hugs :3