"its a different kind of love"

[foreversccr]

I've made so many changes.
I'm not the same person i used to be

some things i used to do, knowing they were bad, but did them anyways
i just cant do.

i see myself totally different than i used to.

im starting to gain confidence
and its nice for once.

i enjoy being nice to people
sharing my love iwth everyone

getting to know people.
is so fun.

i get so tired though, staying up too late.
and then i just feel so detached
which is a nice feeling.

"

When you get what you want but not what you need
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"