One Life One Love

[foreverscarred]

your were
My pain
My Pleasure
And
My Pride

i still love you
it hurts daily
it should have been you
i dont express what i feel
because i cant
its nearly impossible
and may grow that way
more and more everyday
i talk so much about you
to my closest and dearest
but even some of they
cant handle how i feel
if only they could look past
and realize what you did
just for me
how we really made eachother feel
i fucked up in life
and couldnt bring you down
you kind heart
and gentle thoughts
could never be marred
i lived off a principle
of agony and pain
but its better now
your tecahings i no longer
take in vain
i love you i love you
my heart beats
these words
it kills me inside
to know that
we are not together
i hold our memories close
never willing to let go
there is no end in sight
and would someday
like to end life with you by myside....

im sorry i can hold some of this inside anymore its truly killing me....

names will be withehld to protect the innocent...

daniel aaron dilks