:)
my math grade is horrible
i'm working way too much
my boss got mad at me yesterday and i have to work the forever shift tomorrow
school is killing me
even studio art is annoying sometimes
my stock that supposed to be making me a lot of cash keeps going down
and my dad is annoying me to apply to more colleges after i already apply to 5! done and over with, and yet he's never around to help because of stupid Greg Limpert
(who Maura and i blame everything on)
and yet i'm happy- no other word to describe it.
plain out happy
i don't mind to sound giddy or whatever but i am, i can't help but smile.
anyway besides that i'm talking to my mom more, about everything now, which makes everything better, more calm and relaxed a bit.
it's like i'm coming out of my shell to her, even though i doubt i had a shell with my own mother, because she's my mom and i can talk about anything, but it's different now, she's telling me everything too.
anyway speaking of my shell issues... i don't think anyone understood my poem, the last one i posted. yeah it was about a guy, but i think everyone assumed i was in love with him, not true- i was in love in what he did for me in the past couple years- he made me believe, through stupid stuff and then the serious stuff like him- and that's what released me- released me out of my shell. that's what i was trying to say, i said it in my reflection to Benware - hopefully he gets it.
i would end with a poem but my computer hates me and won't open my document up, next time then.
i'm working way too much
my boss got mad at me yesterday and i have to work the forever shift tomorrow
school is killing me
even studio art is annoying sometimes
my stock that supposed to be making me a lot of cash keeps going down
and my dad is annoying me to apply to more colleges after i already apply to 5! done and over with, and yet he's never around to help because of stupid Greg Limpert
(who Maura and i blame everything on)
and yet i'm happy- no other word to describe it.
plain out happy
i don't mind to sound giddy or whatever but i am, i can't help but smile.
anyway besides that i'm talking to my mom more, about everything now, which makes everything better, more calm and relaxed a bit.
it's like i'm coming out of my shell to her, even though i doubt i had a shell with my own mother, because she's my mom and i can talk about anything, but it's different now, she's telling me everything too.
anyway speaking of my shell issues... i don't think anyone understood my poem, the last one i posted. yeah it was about a guy, but i think everyone assumed i was in love with him, not true- i was in love in what he did for me in the past couple years- he made me believe, through stupid stuff and then the serious stuff like him- and that's what released me- released me out of my shell. that's what i was trying to say, i said it in my reflection to Benware - hopefully he gets it.
i would end with a poem but my computer hates me and won't open my document up, next time then.