08 August 2000
[Private to self] I'm not even sure why I'm bothering. It's almost as if I want to help Snape. Help him. It makes no sense to me at all, but--
He's been keen on this mimbulus hybrid for ages now. Even I know it'd be useful in potions if it can keep its healing characteristics after brewing. But it'll take time and effort. I don't know if I can keep on with it. It's one thing to follow through with a Healer's suggestion that such-and-such specimen needs to be hardier. It's quite another when that person's Severus Snape.
Snape's genuinely interested in my work, but nobody else can be bothered. I can bring friends to the hospital. I can talk about what we do there, but they don't really care. Not really.
And then there's that Prophecy--
I've been ignoring that, trying to forget it but I can't. Why can breakfast completely slip my mind but this just linger in my head? It doesn't make sense. It's long over. You-Know-Who's gone. Dead and gone. And Harry was the one--
It was still all on Harry's hands the entire time.
Merlin, I was a prat at the party. Utter, absolute prat.[/Private]
[Private to Harry]I'm sorry, mate. I don't know what came over me last Sunday. I was just really angry. You do understand that, right? How'd you feel when you first heard about it? The Prophecy, I mean? It's over and done with anyway so--[/Private]
[Private to Residents of O Thus Luaith] I think I'd forgotten my birthday gifts at the house. Are they still there? Is there any chance I'd be able to fetch them soon?[/Private]
He's been keen on this mimbulus hybrid for ages now. Even I know it'd be useful in potions if it can keep its healing characteristics after brewing. But it'll take time and effort. I don't know if I can keep on with it. It's one thing to follow through with a Healer's suggestion that such-and-such specimen needs to be hardier. It's quite another when that person's Severus Snape.
Snape's genuinely interested in my work, but nobody else can be bothered. I can bring friends to the hospital. I can talk about what we do there, but they don't really care. Not really.
And then there's that Prophecy--
I've been ignoring that, trying to forget it but I can't. Why can breakfast completely slip my mind but this just linger in my head? It doesn't make sense. It's long over. You-Know-Who's gone. Dead and gone. And Harry was the one--
It was still all on Harry's hands the entire time.
Merlin, I was a prat at the party. Utter, absolute prat.[/Private]
[Private to Harry]I'm sorry, mate. I don't know what came over me last Sunday. I was just really angry. You do understand that, right? How'd you feel when you first heard about it? The Prophecy, I mean? It's over and done with anyway so--[/Private]
[Private to Residents of O Thus Luaith] I think I'd forgotten my birthday gifts at the house. Are they still there? Is there any chance I'd be able to fetch them soon?[/Private]