el otoño

Oct 15, 2008 12:48

Magic.

Really. That's what it is. I just can't get rid of the feeling that It's missing something.

I am homesick. A tad lonesome. and I just want someone to experience this with me. Not just do it with me. Not just walk around with me and listen to my ramblings and make loud jokes at the wrong times. Someone to really EXPERIENCE it with me.

I can only think of two people that fit this description... that really have that ability... at least that I've seen. One lives too far from me... and the other might as well.

Fall still has the same magic, as always... it's me that's missing something.

{on a lighter, happier note: It's SO PRETTY OUTSIDE!!! look at it! Go play, guys!!! Also, listen to MGMT. OMFG amazing. And Kenny Loggins. Don't EVEN try to bring me down on that one. And... also, guys... despite my depressing sounding livejournals... I'm actually pretty happy. Not just pretty... very... even if it doesn't sound like it. I'm just stressed, and I need to push myself for more beauty. I don't want to lose my idealism. my passion. And boring "i'm good" livejournals just don't cut it for me. That's my disclaimer. byyyyyyeeee!}
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