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i am an emotional rollercoaster.
i hate feeling this way.
i hate not being able to control my emotions.
i hate him not wanting me.
i hate not having him to hold me and tell me it will be okay.
i'm afraid to go back to being alone.
i'm afraid that without him i'll go back to partying and other reckless shit.
i need to sleep.
i need to be able to eat.
so i have cried like 5 times today randomly. i dont know what to feel anymore or how to think. i dont know why this is all happening and why i feel like this. i havent ever felt like this before and i dont know what is going on.
dont ask me questions about this please im not going to answer them.
i hate feeling this way.
i hate not being able to control my emotions.
i hate him not wanting me.
i hate not having him to hold me and tell me it will be okay.
i'm afraid to go back to being alone.
i'm afraid that without him i'll go back to partying and other reckless shit.
i need to sleep.
i need to be able to eat.
so i have cried like 5 times today randomly. i dont know what to feel anymore or how to think. i dont know why this is all happening and why i feel like this. i havent ever felt like this before and i dont know what is going on.
dont ask me questions about this please im not going to answer them.