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well i didnt make the prostart team. he told me it was because i have a leaders personality and the other girl did to so to choose between us he picked a name out of a hat and go figure my luck i didnt fucking get in. i seriously hate trying out for shit. everytime i get my hopes up i get let down. thats why i applied to kendall over summer so i had time to recover and could pretend it never happened if i didnt get in.
i really want to talk to kevin right now about it because he always makes me forget whatever is wrong but i cant get ahold of him. ahh i think his phones on silent
ok so now to positive things:
*monica and i are ok again we were in a huge fight but we are friends now and im really happy about that
*im going to my first hs football game of the year tomorrow and im so excited
*im getting a pedicure tomorrow. yay! i cant wait because of those damn azns and their magic massage chairs
*jacks mannequin is the most awesome band
*the o.c. was on tonight(yea im a fag i know) and they had the new franz ferdinand and the new deathcab songs on it so i got to sing and watch! YES
*i get paid tomorrow and want to get some new mascara because for some reason im girly and ran out.
*i have someone to go to homecoming with. thats a HUGE relief.
well im thinking thats all for now. i hope we win the game tomorrow night but i dont doubt we wont so meh.
i really want to talk to kevin right now about it because he always makes me forget whatever is wrong but i cant get ahold of him. ahh i think his phones on silent
ok so now to positive things:
*monica and i are ok again we were in a huge fight but we are friends now and im really happy about that
*im going to my first hs football game of the year tomorrow and im so excited
*im getting a pedicure tomorrow. yay! i cant wait because of those damn azns and their magic massage chairs
*jacks mannequin is the most awesome band
*the o.c. was on tonight(yea im a fag i know) and they had the new franz ferdinand and the new deathcab songs on it so i got to sing and watch! YES
*i get paid tomorrow and want to get some new mascara because for some reason im girly and ran out.
*i have someone to go to homecoming with. thats a HUGE relief.
well im thinking thats all for now. i hope we win the game tomorrow night but i dont doubt we wont so meh.