When they call for me, I'll be sittin at my desk with a gun in my hand wearing a bullet proof vest.
Long time no update.
I live in between Xanga, Deadjournal, Livejournal, Myspace, and Melodramatic. I live my life online. This might be due to lack of a real life, which is highly plausible considering I am now legally dead to any other adolescent without children.
Actually, my life is so pathetic that I am craving college. And Halo. Why don't I have Xbox Live? Ah yes, poverty.
I'm listening to my daughter breathe through the baby monitor right now. Every noise makes me want to snap. I'm whispering, "Please don't wake up." Sad, I know. I just want time to myself. To do nothing. Because to me, doing nothing is doing everything I have ever wanted to do.
I should be sleeping. There is no point in my consciousness, except to stare at my buddy list and wonder if I should talk to anyone.
Talking bores me. People bore me. Life bores me. School has become a wonderful place to sleep. I wish I had a job.
Ryan came to see Jamie. If anyone actually read this journal, I might have gone into it. But I think I'll keep it to myself, or save it for my Xanga.
I live in between Xanga, Deadjournal, Livejournal, Myspace, and Melodramatic. I live my life online. This might be due to lack of a real life, which is highly plausible considering I am now legally dead to any other adolescent without children.
Actually, my life is so pathetic that I am craving college. And Halo. Why don't I have Xbox Live? Ah yes, poverty.
I'm listening to my daughter breathe through the baby monitor right now. Every noise makes me want to snap. I'm whispering, "Please don't wake up." Sad, I know. I just want time to myself. To do nothing. Because to me, doing nothing is doing everything I have ever wanted to do.
I should be sleeping. There is no point in my consciousness, except to stare at my buddy list and wonder if I should talk to anyone.
Talking bores me. People bore me. Life bores me. School has become a wonderful place to sleep. I wish I had a job.
Ryan came to see Jamie. If anyone actually read this journal, I might have gone into it. But I think I'll keep it to myself, or save it for my Xanga.