ugh...
Weird day... Silly people are out on the lake in little sail boats and half of them don't seem to know what they're doing, because they keep tipping over! *laughs* I'm cracking up watching them, and apparently three of them crashed into each other down the other end of the lake. I'm a little sad I never got to see that!
But I'm also a bit fed up. It's getting old having my sister teasing me about my sexuality. "Hey, you're not a lesbian are you?" ... I don't know why she asks me that, or words to that affect, but it annoys me. She knows, because I've told her. And no, I'm not a lesbian. I choose to identify as Asexual. And if that's too hard for them to remember, then bisexual is just fine with me. Gender really doesn't play a part in my having feelings toward someone, I don't care about that.
But truthfully... I don't care to be in a relationship at all. I'm happy being single. I don't need, or want, someone else. Don't need a partner to justify my existence. I have my friends, I really don't need much more than that! They give me the kind of emotional connection I need, so it's all good~!
Still... I wish they'd stop poking me. If it's not asking me if I'm a lesbian, it's telling me I'm a lesbian, or telling me I'm straight, or my sister's favourite... arguing with me about being Bi because there's "no such thing as bisexuality, it's just being greedy!" *fails* Her logic is amazingly illogical.
AND the little cow is staying the night. AND had the gall to tell me that her son would be going to bed early and my mum had 'booked' time with the TV, so she was gonna come into my room and watch a movie. I apparently have no say in the matter, even if she is wanting to kick me off my computer to watch a movie. I should stab her. And it's not like I can escape anywhere! Can't go in my mum's room because that's were the spawn will be. Can't go in the living room because mum and dad will be in there watching shite. And my room is tiny, and Gemma will piss me off!
Maybe I should just bar my door shut and she'll go away...
But I'm also a bit fed up. It's getting old having my sister teasing me about my sexuality. "Hey, you're not a lesbian are you?" ... I don't know why she asks me that, or words to that affect, but it annoys me. She knows, because I've told her. And no, I'm not a lesbian. I choose to identify as Asexual. And if that's too hard for them to remember, then bisexual is just fine with me. Gender really doesn't play a part in my having feelings toward someone, I don't care about that.
But truthfully... I don't care to be in a relationship at all. I'm happy being single. I don't need, or want, someone else. Don't need a partner to justify my existence. I have my friends, I really don't need much more than that! They give me the kind of emotional connection I need, so it's all good~!
Still... I wish they'd stop poking me. If it's not asking me if I'm a lesbian, it's telling me I'm a lesbian, or telling me I'm straight, or my sister's favourite... arguing with me about being Bi because there's "no such thing as bisexuality, it's just being greedy!" *fails* Her logic is amazingly illogical.
AND the little cow is staying the night. AND had the gall to tell me that her son would be going to bed early and my mum had 'booked' time with the TV, so she was gonna come into my room and watch a movie. I apparently have no say in the matter, even if she is wanting to kick me off my computer to watch a movie. I should stab her. And it's not like I can escape anywhere! Can't go in my mum's room because that's were the spawn will be. Can't go in the living room because mum and dad will be in there watching shite. And my room is tiny, and Gemma will piss me off!
Maybe I should just bar my door shut and she'll go away...