Apr 28, 2005 14:51
Today I conquered pretty much my biggest fear aside from clowns... (which, might I add, I will never overcome) But I did overcome my fear of heights. Actually, I kind of did last week. But either way, I was so proud of myself for rapelling off the football bleachers again today at school. I did freehang, upside-down, one-handed, 43-foot-drop rapelling today. twice actually. I was the only girl to even go today. Before these past two weeks I couldn't even look down the back of the bleachers without wanting to pee myself, but not only did I look down, I also climbed that effing fence and rapelled in less than 10 seconds. I couldn't even believe myself. I was so, so happy I did it! I didn't even shake. yea!
Emily J. is coming over today so we can practice her prom make-up! I'm getting more excited about prom, just not the after party... I'm gonna be the only sober one there. I just made up my mind a long time ago that I would not drink in high school, and I haven't. And I'm not about to mess up what I've been working on for 4 years. I don't care if the other 19 people are drinking, I'm not.
Got my 2nd Hepatitis B shot today and it killed. The woman was dumb as anything, I really don't even think she was qualified to be giving injections.
I'm sick. I wish my throat didn't feel like it was swelling shut. But what can you do? I've been taking zinc, so maybe that will start helping soon.
I'm so sick of rain. But still (like always) life is good.
COUNTDOWNS
5 days :::::: AP test
9 days :::::: Prom
15 days ::::: Senior lunch
22 days ::::: Graduation!
25 days ::::: Charleston