Update cause you missed me = D
Actually, I probably should have anyway considering I'm leaving the country in a few days and might not be posting. Here's the basic changes that have gone happened since my last post:
Ben and I broke up, but we're still dating.
I'm also dating Caleb, but for some reason don't like him that way that much.
I'm going to Spain on Saturday.
I registered for my classes, I'm taking 9 with 4 of them PE. I will be freakin' sexy come Christmas.
I got glasses today. (And they're designer, SCORE!)
I think Ben is in love with me.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me as far as Caleb. He's seriously every realistic girl's dream (non-realistic being those dreaming of celebrities). He's gorgeous, worldly, athletic, easy-going, capable of intelligent conversation, and a great dancer on top. I wish I wanted a romantic relationship with him, but I just don't feel that way about him. The guy of my dreams wants to be with me and I'm holding him at arm's length. Somebody slap me, please.
I can't wait to go to Spain. Hassan's already there and for the first time ever, we miss each other. At least it's mutual. He and I are closer than I thought.
I really care about Ben, but I don't want him to be my one and only. I don't really know what to do about him.
And looking back at this entry, I realize how lucky I really am. I'm a stresser, I always will be, but at least I'm stressing about stuff like why I don't like my dream guy and missing my bro while he's on vacation rather than when and where I'm going to find my next meal, etc. Damn, I lead a good life.
Ben and I broke up, but we're still dating.
I'm also dating Caleb, but for some reason don't like him that way that much.
I'm going to Spain on Saturday.
I registered for my classes, I'm taking 9 with 4 of them PE. I will be freakin' sexy come Christmas.
I got glasses today. (And they're designer, SCORE!)
I think Ben is in love with me.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me as far as Caleb. He's seriously every realistic girl's dream (non-realistic being those dreaming of celebrities). He's gorgeous, worldly, athletic, easy-going, capable of intelligent conversation, and a great dancer on top. I wish I wanted a romantic relationship with him, but I just don't feel that way about him. The guy of my dreams wants to be with me and I'm holding him at arm's length. Somebody slap me, please.
I can't wait to go to Spain. Hassan's already there and for the first time ever, we miss each other. At least it's mutual. He and I are closer than I thought.
I really care about Ben, but I don't want him to be my one and only. I don't really know what to do about him.
And looking back at this entry, I realize how lucky I really am. I'm a stresser, I always will be, but at least I'm stressing about stuff like why I don't like my dream guy and missing my bro while he's on vacation rather than when and where I'm going to find my next meal, etc. Damn, I lead a good life.