bad dreams
Ten Days Until August 21st
So yeah, last night
I didn't go to bed
and I kept myself
up all day so I
could go to bed
at a decent hour
and wake up early.
Well I went to bed around
7:45. Then I woke up
at 11:15. :( bittersweet dreams.
It kind of reminded
me of some weird
emo music video.
There was apart with
me on the subway with
jeanelle and some
other people. There was
a part where I kissed
this guy. It was like
so hard to do. It was
like a goodbye kiss.
I couldn't recognize
the person. But it
was one of those dreams
where youre the omniscent
person. He was older,
and a family man. and
I loved him.
So the kiss was expecially
difficult, it was weird
because I could feel it.
One of those dreams
that feel so real. I woke
crying. Not sobbing, but
with tears.
Meh, now I can't sleep.
:(
Im tired...
of loneliness and Its late.