boredom
I am utterly bored.
Like you have no idea.
Today I got up at 6:20
and it was unusally bright
outside so I thought it
was like 7ish-8ish.
Normal weekend wake
up time.
I was like not tired and
ready to go. Then I looked
at the clock and it was
like "6:20" I was like
"well screw this." and I got
back in bed.
Slept until 9 then got up
and wentup stairs. Got a
cup of coffee and sat down
with my mom. We had our
normal saturday morning
conversation...Its sunday..
Saturday we didn't have one
because we over slept. Anywho,
she went to work and I
mowed the front lawn.
Lotta work. Like half an arce
to mow, well amost. It only
took like two hours.
I guess i'll finish tomorrow
after school.
So I come in, take a shower.
Oh I know..but don't cream
yourself the details stop there.
=P Yeah so I piddle
around and do my AP Euro
Project.
Tada! Finished.
So Yeah, then I glare
at my evil paraphrasing
english homework. Its a bitch.
Meh. I'll copy Hanna's or
something.
I've been trying to call
Jenny all day because we
have to get together and
cordinate our signing.
Tough.
I'm bored...
Extensively.
Mannn. I'm just ready
to roll over and die.
It'd be less boring.
June 5th is Deaf Day
at Kings Dominion...
Can't wait. =)
Ueber Excited.
June 12th is Capital
Pride. I really
want to go but I'll
have to arrange things.
I hope I can go buttt..
If I don't...I'll live.
Hopefully...
Although living in this
lonely hallow shell
of hedonistic lust
without someone
is really getting to me.
Yeppp...
Life feels empty and
wow...
Boring as anything.
My life will be
the way I want it...
oneday.
It'll be good, you
watch and turn green.
I'll be great. Cower
peasent...cower...
Yes...My arrogance
is baffling
I know.
I'm Loved.
And I love.
I love all my friends,
I'm a great friend...
Just not a nice person
to people I don't like.
I do however care about
these people:
Carly,
Ashley, (Bromme & Seamen)
Lenzy,
Jenny,
Jeannelle,
Pixi,
Serena,
Amanda,
Danielle,
Nicole,
Amichan,
Megness,
Becca,
Michelle,
Karyn,
Karen, (The one I thought I knew)
Kathleen,
Brea,
Jessi,
This list is by no means complete...
or in any specific order.
Its just there...
as it came to mind.
I realize that
all my close
friends are
female...how
depressing.
I want more gay
friends...It could
heal the detachment
I feel.
I only know a couple
of gay people.
Like...
Fil,
Levi,
Jon,
My cousin,
Jono kind of counts...
James kind of counts too...
Although they are
both poon chasers...
So I guess they don't...
Meh. See, how sad.
I hate being 15.
New Fav. Word:
Hedonistic:Pursuit of pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses.
Enough Update...
Back to being bored.
Lubvi
Like you have no idea.
Today I got up at 6:20
and it was unusally bright
outside so I thought it
was like 7ish-8ish.
Normal weekend wake
up time.
I was like not tired and
ready to go. Then I looked
at the clock and it was
like "6:20" I was like
"well screw this." and I got
back in bed.
Slept until 9 then got up
and wentup stairs. Got a
cup of coffee and sat down
with my mom. We had our
normal saturday morning
conversation...Its sunday..
Saturday we didn't have one
because we over slept. Anywho,
she went to work and I
mowed the front lawn.
Lotta work. Like half an arce
to mow, well amost. It only
took like two hours.
I guess i'll finish tomorrow
after school.
So I come in, take a shower.
Oh I know..but don't cream
yourself the details stop there.
=P Yeah so I piddle
around and do my AP Euro
Project.
Tada! Finished.
So Yeah, then I glare
at my evil paraphrasing
english homework. Its a bitch.
Meh. I'll copy Hanna's or
something.
I've been trying to call
Jenny all day because we
have to get together and
cordinate our signing.
Tough.
I'm bored...
Extensively.
Mannn. I'm just ready
to roll over and die.
It'd be less boring.
June 5th is Deaf Day
at Kings Dominion...
Can't wait. =)
Ueber Excited.
June 12th is Capital
Pride. I really
want to go but I'll
have to arrange things.
I hope I can go buttt..
If I don't...I'll live.
Hopefully...
Although living in this
lonely hallow shell
of hedonistic lust
without someone
is really getting to me.
Yeppp...
Life feels empty and
wow...
Boring as anything.
My life will be
the way I want it...
oneday.
It'll be good, you
watch and turn green.
I'll be great. Cower
peasent...cower...
Yes...My arrogance
is baffling
I know.
I'm Loved.
And I love.
I love all my friends,
I'm a great friend...
Just not a nice person
to people I don't like.
I do however care about
these people:
Carly,
Ashley, (Bromme & Seamen)
Lenzy,
Jenny,
Jeannelle,
Pixi,
Serena,
Amanda,
Danielle,
Nicole,
Amichan,
Megness,
Becca,
Michelle,
Karyn,
Karen, (The one I thought I knew)
Kathleen,
Brea,
Jessi,
This list is by no means complete...
or in any specific order.
Its just there...
as it came to mind.
I realize that
all my close
friends are
female...how
depressing.
I want more gay
friends...It could
heal the detachment
I feel.
I only know a couple
of gay people.
Like...
Fil,
Levi,
Jon,
My cousin,
Jono kind of counts...
James kind of counts too...
Although they are
both poon chasers...
So I guess they don't...
Meh. See, how sad.
I hate being 15.
New Fav. Word:
Hedonistic:Pursuit of pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses.
Enough Update...
Back to being bored.
Lubvi