its blue

[foreverlostx]

I want more out
of life than being
part of the very
essence of the
modern bourgeoisie,
can give you.

I want to be the
inheritor of a large
estate in the country
and attend Societies
"creme ala creme"
gatherings. I want
life to be less
complicated.

I want more...

My life is good,
I'm not saying its not.
I just want to know
the feeling of being
part of the elite, ruling
class. I feel thats where
I'm meant to be, not
stuck here in a dead
end town between the threshold
of Democracy and one
of the most historic Capitals
in America.

Alot of people annoy me,
I like people like Carly, shes
going somewhere. I find
myself indifferent to other
people who tend to associate
around her. They just
don't phase me, and the
fact that they don't phase
me annoys me. They annoy me.

I got Hedwig and the
Angry Inch tonight,
in lieu of a book
to study for my AP exam.
Waldens didn't have the
one I wanted to so I'll
go to Borders and get it.

I can't think of an
appropriate way to end
this, so its just...
going to end.