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[foreverisland]

As I stroll down the hallways, I notice the people. Behind these people they share a life full of complications stress and anger. Every person brings energy towards me. Its almost like they suck out all my happiness. I hear their words and actions to the point where I cant look anymore. To the point where I want to close out every volume and inch of the noise, I want it all to suffocate into the air until there is nothing but a sweet mystical song. As I put on my headphones everything is silent and all I can see is their mouths moving, and all I can hear is my sweet song. Its perfect for the moment. I notice each step they walk, and the patterns on their clothing. I see laughter, curiosity, anger, and adventure, coming out of their mouths. I wonder why we couldn’t be like that all the time. I wonder why every time I turn around someone is bending and breaking into something they never once was, and never wanted to be. Its once like my old teacher showed me. She filled a coke bottle up with water and spun it around real fast. She said it was a tornado. I was fascinated by its swirls and my head kept extending. I watched it closely and it seemed never ending. I was dazed, and I never wanted to be sucked in.

The headphones come off, and I slowly sink down into life. The place where everything is explained in adjectives, where the days are never ending, and the walls keep on spinning. I don’t ever want to be sucked in. I want the sweet mystical noise to last forever. I want to hear nothing,but a pleasant sound with a simple heartbeat.

by the way I have a date to banquet, and its Zack. Im so happy, he is such a sweet guy.