Dec 11, 2004 13:41
Last night cannot be expressed by any means. I just dont want it to happen ever again.
I saw the evil in everybody. I saw the evil in Keller. Things randomly hit me like a big crash. sudden realizations came to my brain. I began scaring myself to death. Ive been thinking all day long, coming up with all these weird ideas.
This is fact not fiction
for the first time in years.
I've realized what Im here on earth for. Maybe this doesnt count to anyone else, but to me I figure the meaning of why I need to be here, and i guess that keeps me happy
I see
I learn
I laugh
but most of all I love.
I learn to love myself and people. I see what goes around. I learn everything I need. and I laugh to remain happy. thanks for listening to me. goodbye everbody