remember me
Everyone seems to be complaining. Everyone seems to be so dissatisfied with themselves or atleast the lives they have. I don't know which is worse. You're using medication to be happy. Depending on it. I wish you werent so sad. Is that any different than what I do? Smoking blunts is self medicating just as much I guess. I see it more as a reward though. I should be rewarded for the stressors of everyday life. We all should. That's why I support weed so much.
I am thankful for everything now. Now I don't take anything for granted? I appreciate shit like having good health and my parents and sisters and being fortunate enough to afford college or even just to have an education on an everyday basis. We could all be so much worse off. I'm thankful for Freddy. I'm just thankful for everything I do have. But then again I am like everyone else. I feel like shit some nights when I'm not at any parties or get togethers, when I dont have anyone calling me to hang out. Did leaving highschool ruin my social life? No. I didn't socialize with anyone there really anyways. Maybe the world of teenagers just isn't ready for me. Or maybe I'm just talking out my ass haha. Nicole calls me, and that counts for a whole lot to me. I spend everyday and everynight with Freddy and I love it.
anyways
i graduated highschool without stepping foot in one since may or june. class of 2007 bitches. nah i dont really care about all that.
my birthdays in less than a month. the big 18.
me and freddy got an apartment in fitchburg and move in the next few weeks. i get to bring my kitty.
i got good professors this semester which is nice. I'm applying to Fitchburg State because of how convient it will be.
I should have my license back by now but the registry complicates everything. Fuck Massachusetts.
Life is what you make of it, and I learned the secret to being happy. I'm so proud of myself for being able to do everything I wanted to and being able to handle everything and help everyone and still be smiling when I get home.
I am thankful for everything now. Now I don't take anything for granted? I appreciate shit like having good health and my parents and sisters and being fortunate enough to afford college or even just to have an education on an everyday basis. We could all be so much worse off. I'm thankful for Freddy. I'm just thankful for everything I do have. But then again I am like everyone else. I feel like shit some nights when I'm not at any parties or get togethers, when I dont have anyone calling me to hang out. Did leaving highschool ruin my social life? No. I didn't socialize with anyone there really anyways. Maybe the world of teenagers just isn't ready for me. Or maybe I'm just talking out my ass haha. Nicole calls me, and that counts for a whole lot to me. I spend everyday and everynight with Freddy and I love it.
anyways
i graduated highschool without stepping foot in one since may or june. class of 2007 bitches. nah i dont really care about all that.
my birthdays in less than a month. the big 18.
me and freddy got an apartment in fitchburg and move in the next few weeks. i get to bring my kitty.
i got good professors this semester which is nice. I'm applying to Fitchburg State because of how convient it will be.
I should have my license back by now but the registry complicates everything. Fuck Massachusetts.
Life is what you make of it, and I learned the secret to being happy. I'm so proud of myself for being able to do everything I wanted to and being able to handle everything and help everyone and still be smiling when I get home.