Experiment
For the last two days I gave in to my impulses. I went after any attention I desired. I said exactly what I was thinking when I wanted to. I didn't sugar coat things or just "let things go." I didn't suppress what I was actually feeling around people.
I had a lot of fun. I got what I wanted. Maybe I came across as a bitch to people who don't know me well enough to know that this person was always lurking under the surface. Maybe people saw something in me that they never bothered to see before. Maybe I am not the person I seem to be.
And maybe I was a bitch (although only one person seems to think that), but honestly, in the last two days I have been happier than I have been all semester.
I had a lot of fun. I got what I wanted. Maybe I came across as a bitch to people who don't know me well enough to know that this person was always lurking under the surface. Maybe people saw something in me that they never bothered to see before. Maybe I am not the person I seem to be.
And maybe I was a bitch (although only one person seems to think that), but honestly, in the last two days I have been happier than I have been all semester.