One Night Down

Dec 18, 2006 09:35

Get out of my head, Alfred...get out. As I was driving home from the airport, I imagined that it was next summer and that we were all on the road trip to bring me home from Greece that we talked about. I decidedthat route I would take you so that you would get the best view of my state. I imagined the music I'd be playing, the sights I would point out. But it was dark, and the people in the car were my parents, not you. I got home at 11 pm which really felt like 2 am, after spending 15 hours travelling in one day. I went to bed 1 1/2 hours later. My bed, which is mine, but didn't feel right. It was bigger than I remember, and the pillow was not my own. Then I awoke, like clockwork at 7, anxiously awaiting Kristen's alarm to go off. It never did. Then again I awoke at 8:30 expecting my own alarm to go off and get me moving towards stats. It never did. Last night I had dreams about all of you. Strange ones that I probably shouldn't try to explain. You are all in my head. I'm barely home and I want you here with me.

So later today I am off to visit my old high school, my friends, teachers, and town. I wonder if that will be weird. I guess we'll find out. now I must go shower, in a bathroom where the door locks and I can prance around naked when I'm done. At least there is that. and my kitties.
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