I wonder how you feel now
I don't even know if I made the right decision this time. I really feel like taking back everything I said just now. But somehow the fact that you didn't even try to explain yourself already shows how much this means to you. So I won't fight for it. You say you hope I'm happy, well I'm not but you seemed happier by the way. Sometimes it's so ironic how my choice is actually determined by yours.
Lord, what am I suppose to do now? ):
Lord, what am I suppose to do now? ):