Sep 24, 2004 17:37
It's almost been a month since I've been online.
Our phoneline still isn't working so our internet
isn't working so I'm at my neighbor's house to do
this online project before everyone's power goes
out completely. Major run-on sentence right there.
I'm miserable.
I feel so alone.
Mostly lately.
The only way I can get in touch with people is by
my cellphone and so I feel so distant from everyone.
I think I've talked to Joelle for a total of 30 min.
this week. I could go weeks at school without seeing
some people just because we have no classes or no
lunches and no one really makes an effort to see each
other... I don't look forward to anything anymore.
I used to get excited about little stuff and now its
like why bother? I could go on and on complpaining
about how horrible these past weeks have been, but I'll
stop now because it's pretty pointless.
I really thought this year would be better than last.
How wrong I was.