The Lord's will be done...
Well..I finally had the nerve to ask my adviser if I could take a break before student teaching and she said it would not be a problem at all! I still do not know if I should or not. Part of my wants to and part of me doesn't. It will be so difficult to explain to people but it wouldn't be right to do something to look a certain way to others. I'm afraid that's one of the reasons I have rushed through school. That makes me kind of sad. I could have had all of my summers free and taken a class I was interested in but not required to take and just been at Lee for four years like a normal college student but instead I wanted to achieve more and get out early. Pride is a funny thing I guess. Of course there are always others who achieve more though; some people who graduated with me are already finished with school a whole year early and are starting their masters! I almost don't even want to tell my parents yet that I have the option to wait because I want to really make up my mind without their influence. They really do let me make my own decisions but they can't hide the way they truly feel and I hate to disappoint them. Wow-I am totally exhausted and it is only 10:14!!! No more work for me tonight. Sweet rest is calling my name. I just hope that I am wise enough to make the best decision. May I use the wisdom God gives me and not the wisdom of the world in my decision making. Please pray for me during this time.