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This weekend has been horrible for me. I ate so much this weekend and didn't purge anything..what was I thinking??? I only purged like 3x on Friday and maybe 1x during the weekend. Anyways, so yesterday I was running around all day in the city. I had school and then went to a doctor's appointment because supposedly this kid who I had been with said he has an std...and so he thought he caught it from me...but I don't sleep around so it didn't seem too plausible. Anyways, so he told me this on Friday and was all pissed at me...so I was freaking out ALL WEEKEND...so I ended up going with Veronika to some gross health clinic to get tested..thank God I went with her it was in such a bad neighborhood. Anyways, I don't have anything...and when I called the kid to tell him...he just laughed like Oh yeah, what I had went away...I was SOO FUCKING pissed. I spent 4 hours in some random place panicking that I had something and I didn't. Ugh, then at 6pm I had an acting class and so I didn't head home till 8:45pm and I didn't eat anything all day until 8:45pm when I had a lite n fit yogurt (80 cals)...I got home at 9:30pm and ate some chips and a few cookies and some rice cakes. I know everything is horrible...but I didn't eat that much, but still.
Anyways, I just b.ped today around 11am and I was nervous to weigh myself, but when I hoped on the scale, I was surprised to see I didn't gain anything lost a little weight, which is good, considering this whole weekend. So now, I am looking into some exercise dvds and waiting for Jackie to hang out.
Anyways, I just b.ped today around 11am and I was nervous to weigh myself, but when I hoped on the scale, I was surprised to see I didn't gain anything lost a little weight, which is good, considering this whole weekend. So now, I am looking into some exercise dvds and waiting for Jackie to hang out.