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Well this is day 2 of not b/ping for me. I am opting to just try and restrict my food intake. Due to my locking of my bathroom and lack of prvacy in my room due to not having a door...it will help me not b/p and continue to watch what I eat, so I can lose this fucking weight. Today I ate about 3-4 plates of salad with salsa (10 cals for 1-2 tbspn) and spray dressing (15 cals for 10 sprays). Then later on I had 2 packets oat meal (200 cals total) with spray butter and cinnamon powder. I was considering eating some pretzels about 30 mins ago, but I decided to just make some green tea. I feel good about my choice...hopefully I lost some weight by tomorrow *crosses fingers*
Tomorrow is my last day at Renfrew...thank fucking God! I mean, I was planning to b/p once I left Renfrew...but I mean I guess my plans went to shit once my door was locked. Hopefully, I will stick to my low cal diet...and not waste all the healthy food I got while food shopping today with my mom.