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"...everything seemed different and completely new to me. The sky, the trees,
houses, buildings, even my own body. And each person I encountered, I couldn't
wait to meet..."
Dear friend,
What is this strange new place? I don't even recognize myself anymore. I see my reflection and I have to remind myself that it's me in the mirror. It's so strange to finally feel comfortable with myself. To feel at home in your own body. I look forward to each new day.
I don't know if it's the lack of stress from school or what caused this. There's still a little drama but it's easier to escape it. I dunno. I think the thoughts of suicide are starting to leave my mind. Once you get those thoughts in you head, it's hard to get them out. The littlest things can trigger them. I'm happy with my life now. I'm high off life. I feel infinate.
Love,
Amanda
"...everything seemed different and completely new to me. The sky, the trees,
houses, buildings, even my own body. And each person I encountered, I couldn't
wait to meet..."
houses, buildings, even my own body. And each person I encountered, I couldn't
wait to meet..."
Dear friend,
What is this strange new place? I don't even recognize myself anymore. I see my reflection and I have to remind myself that it's me in the mirror. It's so strange to finally feel comfortable with myself. To feel at home in your own body. I look forward to each new day.
I don't know if it's the lack of stress from school or what caused this. There's still a little drama but it's easier to escape it. I dunno. I think the thoughts of suicide are starting to leave my mind. Once you get those thoughts in you head, it's hard to get them out. The littlest things can trigger them. I'm happy with my life now. I'm high off life. I feel infinate.
Love,
Amanda
"...everything seemed different and completely new to me. The sky, the trees,
houses, buildings, even my own body. And each person I encountered, I couldn't
wait to meet..."