Dec 07, 2006 20:22
No really I loath Christmas, I hate this time of year. Everyone and every family have those few months out of the year that is when all the bad things happen, the cursed months. Well mine are JAN-MARCH. Suicide is the one thing that keeps me going. The hopes and dreams that one day i will find the perfect way to end it all and take the whole planet with me. I am tormented in life and i will be in death.
If you read this(the one haunting my thoughts) you know who you are. Why do you do this to me, just end all my suffering, worring, everything. Just give me what I need to erase you from my memories. That would be the only gift worth recieving.
To all of those who love this time of year, I love you all and hope you have the greatest hodidays this year, for next year isn't looking so great. I am planning something insane for St.Patties day and I want to know if anyone has any other ideas. this is going to be AWESOME!!!!!!!!
EXSPENSIVE-only if I dont get enough people together.
Well lots of love for my old friends, lots of love for my new ones as well, I can't wait till the two colide, this will be good.
To the man who heart tied me to the tree, and his eyes started the fire that consumes me, I love you ALWAYS and you will remain in my heart!
burning alive