ok ... time for an update, i guess.
So, I've been putting this off only because it seems like everytime something is going good in my life and then I write an entry in livejournal or something about it, everything falls apart. But I think it's safe to just post a quick entry.
I'm still working @ Vons. Right now I'm head clerk @ 2390 (a store on Windmill and Bermuda) helping with the Sales Events for their Grand Re-opening of the store. I like it so much more than working in the Bakery. Mostly because it was so easy to learn and the people are soooo much more friendly. When I go back to 2614 (my store) I'm gonna be so lonely and exhausted all the time. I was actually meeting people and making friends and in a week I'm going to have to leave and go back to my lonely life in the Bakery. Blah. Everyone at my store is soooo old lol. Oh well. Hopefully I'll be getting a raise soon and there are some more Grand Re-opening's in January so I've got my fingers crossed that I'll be working w/ the same awesome people I'm working with now again soon. I'm going to miss them so much. Especially Candace and Kelly. I've been doing everything with them and they're actually my age. Kelly is from Chicago, Illinois and Candace is a native Las Vegan. They're both awesome. Hopefully we'll be able to keep in touch.
Terry and I are doing so well right now. I can't stop smiling when I'm with him and he just makes me feel so beautiful and loved and it's just what I needed. He found me as soon as I felt like nothing would be right here. His parents are great too. Not so sure if his sisters like me, but I guess I need to spend more time with them. He's such a great guy and works his ass off at everything he does. I just can't get mad at the kid. It's so hard because he's going through so much right now and actually almost started crying last week when we were together. He puts up with so much from his family and from his old job and now he has me to put up with too lol. Poor Terry.
I miss my ROC crews like no one can believe. A couple days ago I had the worst breakdown ever (and on the phone w/ Terry which made it that much worse. I felt like such a moron. blah. Thankfully he understood and tried to make me feel better. That boy is so amazing). I just miss home and I'm trying to make things seem so familiar out here but it's all just so different from Rochester. I just miss knowing where everything is. Like, this past weekend, I wanted to go somewhere to get my hair cut and colored (yeah, I had my hair dyed brown. It's more red/auburn though. Go figure) and it took me three tries to find a place where I felt comfortable. It's gonna take so long to get used to everything out here grrrrr.
Speaking of getting used to things, I can't believe I've already been here for more than 3 months. I just can't believe it lol.
Have I mentioned how much I miss all of you in Rochester?
I'm still working @ Vons. Right now I'm head clerk @ 2390 (a store on Windmill and Bermuda) helping with the Sales Events for their Grand Re-opening of the store. I like it so much more than working in the Bakery. Mostly because it was so easy to learn and the people are soooo much more friendly. When I go back to 2614 (my store) I'm gonna be so lonely and exhausted all the time. I was actually meeting people and making friends and in a week I'm going to have to leave and go back to my lonely life in the Bakery. Blah. Everyone at my store is soooo old lol. Oh well. Hopefully I'll be getting a raise soon and there are some more Grand Re-opening's in January so I've got my fingers crossed that I'll be working w/ the same awesome people I'm working with now again soon. I'm going to miss them so much. Especially Candace and Kelly. I've been doing everything with them and they're actually my age. Kelly is from Chicago, Illinois and Candace is a native Las Vegan. They're both awesome. Hopefully we'll be able to keep in touch.
Terry and I are doing so well right now. I can't stop smiling when I'm with him and he just makes me feel so beautiful and loved and it's just what I needed. He found me as soon as I felt like nothing would be right here. His parents are great too. Not so sure if his sisters like me, but I guess I need to spend more time with them. He's such a great guy and works his ass off at everything he does. I just can't get mad at the kid. It's so hard because he's going through so much right now and actually almost started crying last week when we were together. He puts up with so much from his family and from his old job and now he has me to put up with too lol. Poor Terry.
I miss my ROC crews like no one can believe. A couple days ago I had the worst breakdown ever (and on the phone w/ Terry which made it that much worse. I felt like such a moron. blah. Thankfully he understood and tried to make me feel better. That boy is so amazing). I just miss home and I'm trying to make things seem so familiar out here but it's all just so different from Rochester. I just miss knowing where everything is. Like, this past weekend, I wanted to go somewhere to get my hair cut and colored (yeah, I had my hair dyed brown. It's more red/auburn though. Go figure) and it took me three tries to find a place where I felt comfortable. It's gonna take so long to get used to everything out here grrrrr.
Speaking of getting used to things, I can't believe I've already been here for more than 3 months. I just can't believe it lol.
Have I mentioned how much I miss all of you in Rochester?