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I'm not posting a "goodbye" entry because I won't stop updating when I leave. I've had such a great last month here in Rochester. I've been spending time with the people I love most and that's really helped. Unfortunately, I don't think the fact that I'm leaving has hit me yet, which kind of scares me.
I had to say goodbye to two of my cousins last week and all of a sudden it just hit me. My mom was like "You have to go say goodbye to Matt and Catherine!" It almost killed me. My grandpa actually thought I was laughing. NOOOOOOOOO. I was bawling my eyes out. I couldn't handle it. Then I got Catherine going which just made me cry even more. I miss them both so much already. I can't say goodbye anymore. Only "see you later" because I know I'm going to see everyone again. It might not be in a couple months, but I'll see you all again in the next year. Hopefully we'll come back here in the summer for a little bit. Not exactly sure how long we'd stay, but we'll figure it out eventually.
I don't know if I'd just go by myself. Maybe fly back out here and stay with friends for a couple weeks? It depends on who'd be willing to let me stay with them.
Okay, I'm saying this now because I know I won't be able to say it in person. 'Cause if I even tried, I'd be crying and wouldn't be able to get it all out. Julie, you helped me get through the hardest year in High School and we've been so close ever since. I don't know what I would have done without you these past 3 years, but you've been the best friend I have ever had and I couldn't possibly thank you more. I love you like a sister and I wish I could take you to Las Vegas with me. Just know that you'll be more than welcome to come and visit me and it had better happen lol. I'll keep checking up on you and you'd better keep me updated w/ all the guy stories and what's going on @ Seabreeze and Niagara. Get your license, dammit!! hehe I love you so much, Jules and I'll never forget you. You have to be in my wedding lol whenever it's gonna be :p. "See you later!"
I had to say goodbye to two of my cousins last week and all of a sudden it just hit me. My mom was like "You have to go say goodbye to Matt and Catherine!" It almost killed me. My grandpa actually thought I was laughing. NOOOOOOOOO. I was bawling my eyes out. I couldn't handle it. Then I got Catherine going which just made me cry even more. I miss them both so much already. I can't say goodbye anymore. Only "see you later" because I know I'm going to see everyone again. It might not be in a couple months, but I'll see you all again in the next year. Hopefully we'll come back here in the summer for a little bit. Not exactly sure how long we'd stay, but we'll figure it out eventually.
I don't know if I'd just go by myself. Maybe fly back out here and stay with friends for a couple weeks? It depends on who'd be willing to let me stay with them.
Okay, I'm saying this now because I know I won't be able to say it in person. 'Cause if I even tried, I'd be crying and wouldn't be able to get it all out. Julie, you helped me get through the hardest year in High School and we've been so close ever since. I don't know what I would have done without you these past 3 years, but you've been the best friend I have ever had and I couldn't possibly thank you more. I love you like a sister and I wish I could take you to Las Vegas with me. Just know that you'll be more than welcome to come and visit me and it had better happen lol. I'll keep checking up on you and you'd better keep me updated w/ all the guy stories and what's going on @ Seabreeze and Niagara. Get your license, dammit!! hehe I love you so much, Jules and I'll never forget you. You have to be in my wedding lol whenever it's gonna be :p. "See you later!"