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so last night i was kept up until 3 by my roommate's incessant laughter, doing whatever she does on her computer. i can't wait to be back in my own room!
i did something purely college friday night. i went to a really small apartment party with zack. i mixed alcohols and ended up completely blacking out for half of the night. i woke up in the apartment on this guy's bed (fully clothed!) zack slept on the couch in the living room. we walked back to the dorm at 9:30 saturday morning. i slept most of the day, cuddled with ross. was super hungover. and i think i made out with that guy. it's so weird to not remember.
my vagina is yet again spazzing out. i was supposed to get everything checked out this week, but seriously, i know what they're gonna tell me. i always hear the same thing. i'm so tired of having people poke around down there. it's painful and nothing comes of it. things are so much easier when i'm not having sex, cuz then i don't have to worry about it. maybe i'm allergic to latex, or lube? that'd be unfortunate.
i'm going to see Switchfoot tomorrow night. soooo psyched for that!! i'm going with the guys i met from Vtech, brad, dan, and chad. should be a good time. brad is extremely sweet too. he always holds doors open for me and stuff.
wow. i hate one of my roommates. she is so obnoxious. her voice, her laugh, her every movement. oh man. thank god i'm leaving in two weeks.
am i gonna miss ross? i wonder. cuz we've definitely gotten close. only time will tell i guess. i'm kind of glad that the kids where i work have been getting on my nerves. i don't want to cry when i leave them. i'm gonna miss my social life and people in it, definitely. everything else can just go to hellllll.
wow, i'm talking to someone right now about how much i love cows. i think he'll stop being my friend.
i wanna go hiking this summer! random, i know. but it'd be such a great way to get exercise and see some gorgeous views.
i wrote a poem the other day, so i will end with that:
Organic Body
what if
i had leaves for teeth
mushrooms for fingers
corn husks for legs?
i’d be able to sit under an autumn tree
with my mouth open
building a tree on my tongue
i’d be able to dig my hands into the dirt
learning how something else grew
i’d be able to peel off a layer of skin and become the color
of the
sun
- Leah Bilyk
i did something purely college friday night. i went to a really small apartment party with zack. i mixed alcohols and ended up completely blacking out for half of the night. i woke up in the apartment on this guy's bed (fully clothed!) zack slept on the couch in the living room. we walked back to the dorm at 9:30 saturday morning. i slept most of the day, cuddled with ross. was super hungover. and i think i made out with that guy. it's so weird to not remember.
my vagina is yet again spazzing out. i was supposed to get everything checked out this week, but seriously, i know what they're gonna tell me. i always hear the same thing. i'm so tired of having people poke around down there. it's painful and nothing comes of it. things are so much easier when i'm not having sex, cuz then i don't have to worry about it. maybe i'm allergic to latex, or lube? that'd be unfortunate.
i'm going to see Switchfoot tomorrow night. soooo psyched for that!! i'm going with the guys i met from Vtech, brad, dan, and chad. should be a good time. brad is extremely sweet too. he always holds doors open for me and stuff.
wow. i hate one of my roommates. she is so obnoxious. her voice, her laugh, her every movement. oh man. thank god i'm leaving in two weeks.
am i gonna miss ross? i wonder. cuz we've definitely gotten close. only time will tell i guess. i'm kind of glad that the kids where i work have been getting on my nerves. i don't want to cry when i leave them. i'm gonna miss my social life and people in it, definitely. everything else can just go to hellllll.
wow, i'm talking to someone right now about how much i love cows. i think he'll stop being my friend.
i wanna go hiking this summer! random, i know. but it'd be such a great way to get exercise and see some gorgeous views.
i wrote a poem the other day, so i will end with that:
Organic Body
what if
i had leaves for teeth
mushrooms for fingers
corn husks for legs?
i’d be able to sit under an autumn tree
with my mouth open
building a tree on my tongue
i’d be able to dig my hands into the dirt
learning how something else grew
i’d be able to peel off a layer of skin and become the color
of the
sun
- Leah Bilyk