New year, new semester
so i decided to update my journal for lack of anything better to do. kate is watching 40 year old virgin and i've seen it a million times. i've done all the work i can today and i've already watched two episodes of friends. so here i am, livejournalin' it up.
since i love seeing my schedule in type-written form, that's what i'm gonna do.
Monday:
8-9:15 CREW II
9:30-10:45 Behavior Management
2-5:30 Work
7:30-8:30 Yoga
Tuesday:
12:30-1:45 Child Psych. (WORST CLASS EVEEEER)
2-5:30 Work
Wednesday
9-11:30 Work
12:30-1:45 Social Work Methods II
8:15-9:15 Yoga
Thursday
8-9:15 CREW II
9:30-10:45 Behavior Management
12:30-1:45 Child Psych.
2-5:30 Work
Friday (best day!!)
12:30-1:45 Social Work Methods II
My schedule is definitely doable. I'm gonna be tired a lot, and I'll have to work really hard to get some of the homework and reading done, but I can do it. Only 4 classes. I'm also gonna be filling in for teachers sometimes at work, so I'll get more hours and more money for my work study payments. I'd honestly rather be in class though. But ugh. I can't change anything else. I'm just gonna keep things the way they are ande get through it.
I haven't eaten at the caf yet this week. I've just been eating stuff dad got me sunday before he left. i've already lost weight. my appetite (and the discomfort of eating in the caf) has just made me want to eat in my room. i just hate being forced to eat with people in the caf. Like, if someone you know sees you then you HAVE to eat with them or you're a bitch. i hate it. i love eating alone. the only people i love eating with are my family and close friends from home. conversation isn't forced with them.
when i think about food i feel like vomiting. that's not normal? i am in so much pain right now. my back and neck and head. i've had a headache since i've been here. i'm just always tired and blah. and i've only been back here for a couple days.
The Good Things-
My behavior management teacher is such a riot. i absolutely can't wait for that class to meet again. i also think my crew class will be good this semester, cuz it's a bigger class than last time and there's an amazingly cute and sweet boy who sat next to me. work is getting easier as i learn more and more how to deal with kids misbehaving and stuff. i'm also excited to work in the morning on wednesdays, cuz thats when they have gym class, and i'm sure that'll be entertaining. the weather here has been pretty mild. low wind chill and pretty good temperatures for january. i'll be getting the things i ordered from MAry Kay next week, and that's very exciting. i can go up to montreal whatever weekend i want (for the most part.) and i may be going to Kripalu when i have spring break.
there, i feel less bad about complaining a lot when i talk about the good things too. and writing all the good things down like that made me feel better.
since i love seeing my schedule in type-written form, that's what i'm gonna do.
Monday:
8-9:15 CREW II
9:30-10:45 Behavior Management
2-5:30 Work
7:30-8:30 Yoga
Tuesday:
12:30-1:45 Child Psych. (WORST CLASS EVEEEER)
2-5:30 Work
Wednesday
9-11:30 Work
12:30-1:45 Social Work Methods II
8:15-9:15 Yoga
Thursday
8-9:15 CREW II
9:30-10:45 Behavior Management
12:30-1:45 Child Psych.
2-5:30 Work
Friday (best day!!)
12:30-1:45 Social Work Methods II
My schedule is definitely doable. I'm gonna be tired a lot, and I'll have to work really hard to get some of the homework and reading done, but I can do it. Only 4 classes. I'm also gonna be filling in for teachers sometimes at work, so I'll get more hours and more money for my work study payments. I'd honestly rather be in class though. But ugh. I can't change anything else. I'm just gonna keep things the way they are ande get through it.
I haven't eaten at the caf yet this week. I've just been eating stuff dad got me sunday before he left. i've already lost weight. my appetite (and the discomfort of eating in the caf) has just made me want to eat in my room. i just hate being forced to eat with people in the caf. Like, if someone you know sees you then you HAVE to eat with them or you're a bitch. i hate it. i love eating alone. the only people i love eating with are my family and close friends from home. conversation isn't forced with them.
when i think about food i feel like vomiting. that's not normal? i am in so much pain right now. my back and neck and head. i've had a headache since i've been here. i'm just always tired and blah. and i've only been back here for a couple days.
The Good Things-
My behavior management teacher is such a riot. i absolutely can't wait for that class to meet again. i also think my crew class will be good this semester, cuz it's a bigger class than last time and there's an amazingly cute and sweet boy who sat next to me. work is getting easier as i learn more and more how to deal with kids misbehaving and stuff. i'm also excited to work in the morning on wednesdays, cuz thats when they have gym class, and i'm sure that'll be entertaining. the weather here has been pretty mild. low wind chill and pretty good temperatures for january. i'll be getting the things i ordered from MAry Kay next week, and that's very exciting. i can go up to montreal whatever weekend i want (for the most part.) and i may be going to Kripalu when i have spring break.
there, i feel less bad about complaining a lot when i talk about the good things too. and writing all the good things down like that made me feel better.