Oct 12, 2010 00:18
I wasted nearly 4 years pining after you because I was too stupid to think that you led me on. I thought you cared about me, cared about our friendship. I thought that you and I actually had a chance together--and don't fuck with me because you know you thought so too.
I don't deserve this. I don't deserve all this bullshit you put me through just because you're too fucking scared to get straight to the point.
I wonder:
Who was the one who gave you a shoulder to lean on every time you cried?
Who was the one who always listened to what you had to say, regardless of your opinion or the subject?
Who was the one who defended you anytime someone talked shit about you?
Who was the one who CHANGED for the better because she met you?
Whatever. I don't give a shit if you care about our friendship anymore. All I know is that I need space from you, and that I'm seriously reconsidering the word "friends" as an appropriate term for how I view us.
Get the fuck out of my life, thanks.
rant