update
i feel kinda off today.
but i guess in general i've been pretty good lately.
i realized yesterday that i really need to "slow my roll".
i need to settle down a little bit.
i had a really fun weekend but i can't do that.
today has just been a little weird.
someone that i've gotten to know in the last few weeks isnt talking to me anymore and it really sucks.
cause he's really awesome.
i dont know.
i'm not trying to get him closer to me or anything but i like talking to him like we were and i dont know what happened.
and thats what gets me....
always i guess.
anyway, i feel like kinda just spilling my guts right now, but i also want to go to the gym
you know what else sucks?
this guy that i'm talking about above works at my gym and i've been going a lot more and i'm pretty sure everyone thinks its because of him, but its not at all.
i'm really trying to get myself to a place where i'm comfortable because i have never been in that place.
things at home are really ticking me off too.
kassidy has grown up to be just like dad.
it pisses me off and scares me too.
she can be better than that......anyone could be better than him.
i still dont like having him around and its been a few years now.
but i'll be out soon, hopefully.
i wish i could leave now.
at least now that i have a car i can kind of leave when i want...
i don't know.
i'll probably post another one soon.
but i guess in general i've been pretty good lately.
i realized yesterday that i really need to "slow my roll".
i need to settle down a little bit.
i had a really fun weekend but i can't do that.
today has just been a little weird.
someone that i've gotten to know in the last few weeks isnt talking to me anymore and it really sucks.
cause he's really awesome.
i dont know.
i'm not trying to get him closer to me or anything but i like talking to him like we were and i dont know what happened.
and thats what gets me....
always i guess.
anyway, i feel like kinda just spilling my guts right now, but i also want to go to the gym
you know what else sucks?
this guy that i'm talking about above works at my gym and i've been going a lot more and i'm pretty sure everyone thinks its because of him, but its not at all.
i'm really trying to get myself to a place where i'm comfortable because i have never been in that place.
things at home are really ticking me off too.
kassidy has grown up to be just like dad.
it pisses me off and scares me too.
she can be better than that......anyone could be better than him.
i still dont like having him around and its been a few years now.
but i'll be out soon, hopefully.
i wish i could leave now.
at least now that i have a car i can kind of leave when i want...
i don't know.
i'll probably post another one soon.