he says
He's falling for me.
i dont know what to think. i really am starting to like him. a lot. he's falling for me. like falling in love with me. i cant get my thoughts or feelings straight.
This is so complicated. or maybe im just making it seem complicated? I love evan. everyone knows it. I know i, he knows it, im pretty sure stephen knows it. and i always will. i know that. in the past i knew it was pointless but im starting to put things back together with him. i know now that he still loves me. and it really gives me hope. but now i have stephen. and evs with cassie. but he talks about how they're not going to get married and that he knows the person hes going to marry and everything...while he's on the phone with me...we talk now.. we used to talk about that stuff all the time. i know he wants to be with me sometimes just as bad as i do sometimes. but stephens making me really happy. this is just so fucking confusing to me. i'm not explaining it right. sorry. i really like them both. right now i love evan, but i can definitely tell this stephen thing has potentialt know and i guess i just feel like i dont know if i want to let it grow to its full potential because i am scared to love more than one person.
any thoughts on this will help. say what you can. thanks.
i dont know what to think. i really am starting to like him. a lot. he's falling for me. like falling in love with me. i cant get my thoughts or feelings straight.
This is so complicated. or maybe im just making it seem complicated? I love evan. everyone knows it. I know i, he knows it, im pretty sure stephen knows it. and i always will. i know that. in the past i knew it was pointless but im starting to put things back together with him. i know now that he still loves me. and it really gives me hope. but now i have stephen. and evs with cassie. but he talks about how they're not going to get married and that he knows the person hes going to marry and everything...while he's on the phone with me...we talk now.. we used to talk about that stuff all the time. i know he wants to be with me sometimes just as bad as i do sometimes. but stephens making me really happy. this is just so fucking confusing to me. i'm not explaining it right. sorry. i really like them both. right now i love evan, but i can definitely tell this stephen thing has potentialt know and i guess i just feel like i dont know if i want to let it grow to its full potential because i am scared to love more than one person.
any thoughts on this will help. say what you can. thanks.