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so, i took anthony home this weekend to meet my family...and we had a blast!! he hasnt ever been that far up north and i showed him the sites thats for sure! we went all over leelanau county and i showed him all of the places that mean so much to me. it was great. we then had dinner with my mom, dad, grandma, brother, sister in law, and neice. it was so fun and they all seemed to really like him. my mom had a few glasses of wine and was very friendly..she kept rubbing his back and stuff! hahaha! it was hilarious! at least she wasnt in bitch mode like she sometimes can be. my dad kept looking at him with this curious sort of look. i could tell he was really evaluating him and stuff....trying to figure out who this guy is that i brought hom. but they hit it off too. it was soooooo great! we also got 9 bottles of wine from my mom's work (for free!!) and we brought them back and drank 6 of them with anthony's roommate dave and his girlfriend (and my bowling league partner) rory. it was a great day and night!!!
i just found out that i'm officially a sophomore credit wise! YAY!
i don't owe the school as much money as i thought!! YIPPEE!!!!
i really wish i was hated like i am. talking is all that needs to happen...and i've made the first move. it's not up to me anymore. ball isn't in my court. and all i can do is try, and i have. we'll see what happens. it really hurts me. seriously. and i'm always arguing with anthony about it. i hate that. it's the only thing that we seem to discuss a lot. its always on my mind and i'm always questioning him about it and explaining how upset it makes me. it is hard. its hard for me. its hard for him too cause he feels he ruined everything for me....which isnt exactly right...because i dont know what i'd do if i didnt have him...but in terms of the way things are for me now...yeah...kinda sucks. it was no ones intention to have things turn out the way they have. but they did. and i jsut want the chance to make things right...but i'm not getting it. (sigh)
on a happy note...TOMORROW'S VALENTINE'S DAY! YAY! anthony has never had a valentine before and last year we were supposed to go out together...but miscommunication kept that from happening. so this year i have a lot of making up to do and it's going to be so much fun and so great! i'm so excited!
well, that's about it for now...i'm taking a nap!!!
i just found out that i'm officially a sophomore credit wise! YAY!
i don't owe the school as much money as i thought!! YIPPEE!!!!
i really wish i was hated like i am. talking is all that needs to happen...and i've made the first move. it's not up to me anymore. ball isn't in my court. and all i can do is try, and i have. we'll see what happens. it really hurts me. seriously. and i'm always arguing with anthony about it. i hate that. it's the only thing that we seem to discuss a lot. its always on my mind and i'm always questioning him about it and explaining how upset it makes me. it is hard. its hard for me. its hard for him too cause he feels he ruined everything for me....which isnt exactly right...because i dont know what i'd do if i didnt have him...but in terms of the way things are for me now...yeah...kinda sucks. it was no ones intention to have things turn out the way they have. but they did. and i jsut want the chance to make things right...but i'm not getting it. (sigh)
on a happy note...TOMORROW'S VALENTINE'S DAY! YAY! anthony has never had a valentine before and last year we were supposed to go out together...but miscommunication kept that from happening. so this year i have a lot of making up to do and it's going to be so much fun and so great! i'm so excited!
well, that's about it for now...i'm taking a nap!!!