I left my concious there
I should have been more aware of what i was doing when i started doing it.
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this, is just to say how i've been getting lately.
New and exciting things have been on the horizon, but honestly isn't about time i get to the real picture.? Old news is just like old broken records , and doubts after doubts occurring one after the other,only made me think that I needed change. Friends of friends who want to be more than friends, and willing to befriend my friends are the friends i need,. NOT friends who want to befriend my friends to make out with. I'll never get it........
Fine, My intentions are spent, i'm tired of running my head into walls and i get the message
"I have been afraid of change lately also", because I wasn't sure what it exactly meant??
meaning, I didnt know if I would be happier or sadder by making certain things change in my life. Now I just sit and realize this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
Atlanta has been more my home when i come to think of it....meaning ALL the people who want me to move back...i'm really considering it...hopefully by summertime if thats the case.
The main reason is, ,....cuz lifes to short to spend it away from the people i fucking love!
and who fucking love me ;)
As for all the ones coming down here for the ORLANDO MUSIC FESTIVAL...I cannot wait to see and bang every one of you...ha, Vaya .-Saturday.-GOTTTA BE THERE..!
party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party
it should be prettty awesome.
after the show.....leaving to come up to suwanee....and that is what i am looking forward to this week
seeing all of the mayne men and women that fuckkk my mind
love every minute of it
till lata dazes
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this, is just to say how i've been getting lately.
New and exciting things have been on the horizon, but honestly isn't about time i get to the real picture.? Old news is just like old broken records , and doubts after doubts occurring one after the other,only made me think that I needed change. Friends of friends who want to be more than friends, and willing to befriend my friends are the friends i need,. NOT friends who want to befriend my friends to make out with. I'll never get it........
Fine, My intentions are spent, i'm tired of running my head into walls and i get the message
"I have been afraid of change lately also", because I wasn't sure what it exactly meant??
meaning, I didnt know if I would be happier or sadder by making certain things change in my life. Now I just sit and realize this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
Atlanta has been more my home when i come to think of it....meaning ALL the people who want me to move back...i'm really considering it...hopefully by summertime if thats the case.
The main reason is, ,....cuz lifes to short to spend it away from the people i fucking love!
and who fucking love me ;)
As for all the ones coming down here for the ORLANDO MUSIC FESTIVAL...I cannot wait to see and bang every one of you...ha, Vaya .-Saturday.-GOTTTA BE THERE..!
party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party party
it should be prettty awesome.
after the show.....leaving to come up to suwanee....and that is what i am looking forward to this week
seeing all of the mayne men and women that fuckkk my mind
love every minute of it
till lata dazes