life at its downs...or..levels?

Oct 19, 2005 23:36

lately ive been feeling a little lost. i dont really know how to explain it. i dont want to drink or smoke or anything..although im doing it anyway. ive been geting my hands on some free kb, so i cant pass that up, ya know? i went to mules monday night it was so much fun. i had way too many jello shots but i did arm wrestle. as hot as that sounds..i lost and well my arm is still sore. my big friend wally carried me back to the house. omg it was so much fun. but i couldnt let myself have all the fun i could of had because, well..i am fat and i have this complaex on people holding me. anyway so i was totally dancing my ass off in the KAUTEST outfit that ive worn in awhile with my brand new hot ass heels! i love new stufffff. i just bought a bunch of new stuff from american eagle online just now. oh yeahhh.

i miss you.

im supposed to get a new pup...well not new because he is one but new to me! so thats all that counts.

ew, so this guy asked me on a date. ewwwwwww. i just want to be with one person and thats not happening because i fucked up.

sucks for me.

ive been sleeping a lot. i think i spoke too soon. now my dreams are better than my reality. so i sleep as much as possible.
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