Apr 07, 2005 09:10
please dont throw this away again. it hurts when it seems that your constantly throwing me to the side and pickin me back up whenever you need/want to. i dont mean to be rude at all, i just want to feel like i do mean something. anything besides a stupid girl you feel you can do whatever you want to. i duno...its my fault for given you that freedom. i just cant say no to people. i would do anything for you...and the rest of my friends...please dont take advantage of that.
amy-im very proud of you for working! thats awesome! im glad you love your new job!! yay!
grades are soooo much better now. and thats awesome. im still working on makin myself happy. one day i will truly know who i am, what i want, and do what makes me the happiest. until then im all smiles because being down all the time doesnt do any good besides upset people around you.
i love all of you. im out.