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Ok, wow. After everything I went through last week, I feel a hundred times better. Most of you don't know what happened because I deleted the entry. =/ sorry
ANYWAYS OMG. I'm so excited! I was thinking today at work about a book I had read this summer that I loved. I just finished Twilight and I was kind of down because I don't like finishing good books. Anyways, I was thinking about the the book The Tea Rose again, and I wondered how far the author was coming with the sequel so far. Granted she's not done yet, she's at least halfway through and her deadline for it is in december. DECEMBER! oh geez. I'm dancing just thinking about it. There's four parts, so it's going to be huge like that last one. ahhhh. so.excited.can't.contain.myself. Even if it's like six months until the book comes out, I can live with that because I'll at least know it's done.
Other than that, one of my classes was cancelled today. yippee!
Stephanie called last night and it was so good hearing from her. I hope I get to see her soon. She's trying to pull me a ticket for the ut-atm game, but she's only a freshman so we'll see if it happens.
People keep asking me how's school going. ....come on what am I going to say? I'm failing all my classes and my teachers are soul-sucking opinionated stiffs out to destroy my dreams and life? I'm concentrating on getting the highest GPA possible right now. My degree plan looks more like a personal torture plan. Umm...I'm nervous about getting in, but who wouldn't be? I'm uber (yes uber) excited about next year and living with megan. If you still care oh so much about how school is going for me, it's fine.
I realized I miss people, but not as much as I thought I would. I think I dwell on the wrong things. Lately I've been getting more upset about little, stupid things versus important things. And usually those little things are just me assuming and thinking too much. Don't get me wrong, I still miss the people I don't see everyday, I'm just not constantly depressed about it like I thought I would be. (I didn't switch topics in there...don't worry they're related :))
I'm taking friday off to go with my coworker to Lifeway. I'm nervous about meeting the students. I mean, they've been on drugs and alcohol and I can't relate at all. I'm worried they'll hate me. Isn't that weird? Why should I care about what they think of me? Maybe I'm thinking if they can accept me, someone else I know will. Not that I'm going there to find acceptance or anything. I'm considering volunteering there, so it'd be better if things went well when I meet them. I think this is good for me. I've grown up very sheltered and naive when it comes to drugs, alcohol and what some kids are going through. This will help me learn about it without actually getting involved in it. I've seen what those drugs will do to a person and that's something I could never do. Plus, I have too much of a future to throw away for it. So yeah, I'm considering volunteering there. And these kids are...my age. Just so you know this isn't a piece of cake.
Also, my coworker wants to introduce me to a counselor there. She said we have similar personalities, and she mumbled something about "matchmaking" all giggly and whatnot. hmmm idk about that. Not that I'm nervous enough as it is. we'll see.
ummmmmmmmmmmmm
I can't think. There's a slipknot song I like. How is that even remotely possible? I wasn't sure myself. Someone else was listening to it, and I looked up the lyrics. yep. slipknot. You wouldn't have guessed though because they don't scream at all in it. It's called vermillion part 2. Note to self: download it.
I also put together that bookshelf with only stabbing myself 3 times with the screwdriver (yes it's possible, not there was no blood, and yes it still counts as stabbing myself because it hurt like the dickens.) I nailed the backing backwards. The grey cardboard was on the inside and the wood print was on tha back. -_- Tt's all good because I fixed it. I still don't have enough room for all my books, but it's an improvement. :)
MEGAN COMES HOME THIS WEEKEND!
and that's all I got.
ANYWAYS OMG. I'm so excited! I was thinking today at work about a book I had read this summer that I loved. I just finished Twilight and I was kind of down because I don't like finishing good books. Anyways, I was thinking about the the book The Tea Rose again, and I wondered how far the author was coming with the sequel so far. Granted she's not done yet, she's at least halfway through and her deadline for it is in december. DECEMBER! oh geez. I'm dancing just thinking about it. There's four parts, so it's going to be huge like that last one. ahhhh. so.excited.can't.contain.myself. Even if it's like six months until the book comes out, I can live with that because I'll at least know it's done.
Other than that, one of my classes was cancelled today. yippee!
Stephanie called last night and it was so good hearing from her. I hope I get to see her soon. She's trying to pull me a ticket for the ut-atm game, but she's only a freshman so we'll see if it happens.
People keep asking me how's school going. ....come on what am I going to say? I'm failing all my classes and my teachers are soul-sucking opinionated stiffs out to destroy my dreams and life? I'm concentrating on getting the highest GPA possible right now. My degree plan looks more like a personal torture plan. Umm...I'm nervous about getting in, but who wouldn't be? I'm uber (yes uber) excited about next year and living with megan. If you still care oh so much about how school is going for me, it's fine.
I realized I miss people, but not as much as I thought I would. I think I dwell on the wrong things. Lately I've been getting more upset about little, stupid things versus important things. And usually those little things are just me assuming and thinking too much. Don't get me wrong, I still miss the people I don't see everyday, I'm just not constantly depressed about it like I thought I would be. (I didn't switch topics in there...don't worry they're related :))
I'm taking friday off to go with my coworker to Lifeway. I'm nervous about meeting the students. I mean, they've been on drugs and alcohol and I can't relate at all. I'm worried they'll hate me. Isn't that weird? Why should I care about what they think of me? Maybe I'm thinking if they can accept me, someone else I know will. Not that I'm going there to find acceptance or anything. I'm considering volunteering there, so it'd be better if things went well when I meet them. I think this is good for me. I've grown up very sheltered and naive when it comes to drugs, alcohol and what some kids are going through. This will help me learn about it without actually getting involved in it. I've seen what those drugs will do to a person and that's something I could never do. Plus, I have too much of a future to throw away for it. So yeah, I'm considering volunteering there. And these kids are...my age. Just so you know this isn't a piece of cake.
Also, my coworker wants to introduce me to a counselor there. She said we have similar personalities, and she mumbled something about "matchmaking" all giggly and whatnot. hmmm idk about that. Not that I'm nervous enough as it is. we'll see.
ummmmmmmmmmmmm
I can't think. There's a slipknot song I like. How is that even remotely possible? I wasn't sure myself. Someone else was listening to it, and I looked up the lyrics. yep. slipknot. You wouldn't have guessed though because they don't scream at all in it. It's called vermillion part 2. Note to self: download it.
I also put together that bookshelf with only stabbing myself 3 times with the screwdriver (yes it's possible, not there was no blood, and yes it still counts as stabbing myself because it hurt like the dickens.) I nailed the backing backwards. The grey cardboard was on the inside and the wood print was on tha back. -_- Tt's all good because I fixed it. I still don't have enough room for all my books, but it's an improvement. :)
MEGAN COMES HOME THIS WEEKEND!
and that's all I got.