...It's Not What You Want It's What Is Best For You...
Wow I haven't written much in this for a while. I was starting to think that I no longer needed to write in this, but its not a matter of what you want...it's a matter of what's best for you...
Me and Matt decided to take a small break after what seemed to be the best vacation I will ever go on. I consisted of me my newly aquainted friend Mitch, Justin, Kristy, Aaron, and Ashley. We all stayed in a camper at Shirkston Shores, and had that best time in Canada. Although I diden't hook up with any lovely Canadian's ehh, I did however drink every single night and slowly begin to like Mitch...and after what was considered to be a low blow on Matt's part, which was him just deciding he diden't trust or love me anymore, Matt and I went on a break.
As for me and Mitch we are kinda casualy dating. I like him more as a friend and that will never change. But back to me and Matt I still call him everynight before I go to bed to tell him I love him and that I really and truly allways will.
It took alot to make a decision in this point in time. I felt like one way or another I will be with Matt so there's no real point dragging Mitch into this ... and he understood. I must say that when it comes down to what you want it should always be looked at as what's best for you. I learned this from a good friend Justin, who just so happens to be having problems of his own.
While in Shirkston Justin's girlfriend hung out with this guy Ryan, who concidentaly she cheated on Justin with,while the rest of us accept Ashley go out and party. When we get back drunk and sloppy we are informed by Ashley that Kristi cheats on Justin everytime she hangs out with Ryan. Unfortunatly for Justin he was already assleep when we found this out and no one was about to wake him up to tell him. Also being that he is my bestfriend I really felt that I was going to be the one who tells him tomarro... so I was.
In most cases after months of hearing that your girlfriend is cheating on you a normal person whould have been like fuck you a while ago. But not Justin, he continues to give her the benefit of the doubt. Now I'm not saying that I don't believe her but when I hear this stuff it hurts me more then it hurts Justin because I am so close to that boy I know he dosen't deserve to get hurt like that, but his way of thinking of it is that he's happier with her then without, so although he wants to just say fuck you, he's choosing to do what's better for him and stay with her. Lately me and Kristy have been getting along and I like that I just am going to have to murder her if she hurts Justin lol.
Speaking of getting along with, Matt and I have become the best of friends and i ABSOLUTLY ADORE IT! Also because of him and Paul me and Val are becomming good friends which I could not be anymore happy about, because she is just the cutest thing ever! Which reminds me...
I have drank for the past week and a half ... everynight for about 13 days... It has beeeeeen so bomb! And on the forth for July I was going to have a 4 some! HOW COOL IS THAT! Me, Matt, Paul, and Val. It was so sweeet but it never wound up working because we were all crammed in a car.
Let's see what else is new... hung out with Ashley and Alyse, who I miss so very much. I barley see Jess anymore because she is becomming Amanda and like dedicating all her time to him which makes me feel so bad but whatever one day I'll just stop talking to her so till then... nE WaYs...
Everything really has not been too bad. A little bit hetic being that it's summer and I go out every single night, which is BOMB, I diden't have to go to summer school so I am def. using that to my advantage! I just hope the summer stays good.
I guess that took a hell out of me so I'm pretty much done.
Till Later
xoxo
aimee
ps:I saw shakespear in the park yesterday romeo and juilet it was awesome!
Me and Matt decided to take a small break after what seemed to be the best vacation I will ever go on. I consisted of me my newly aquainted friend Mitch, Justin, Kristy, Aaron, and Ashley. We all stayed in a camper at Shirkston Shores, and had that best time in Canada. Although I diden't hook up with any lovely Canadian's ehh, I did however drink every single night and slowly begin to like Mitch...and after what was considered to be a low blow on Matt's part, which was him just deciding he diden't trust or love me anymore, Matt and I went on a break.
As for me and Mitch we are kinda casualy dating. I like him more as a friend and that will never change. But back to me and Matt I still call him everynight before I go to bed to tell him I love him and that I really and truly allways will.
It took alot to make a decision in this point in time. I felt like one way or another I will be with Matt so there's no real point dragging Mitch into this ... and he understood. I must say that when it comes down to what you want it should always be looked at as what's best for you. I learned this from a good friend Justin, who just so happens to be having problems of his own.
While in Shirkston Justin's girlfriend hung out with this guy Ryan, who concidentaly she cheated on Justin with,while the rest of us accept Ashley go out and party. When we get back drunk and sloppy we are informed by Ashley that Kristi cheats on Justin everytime she hangs out with Ryan. Unfortunatly for Justin he was already assleep when we found this out and no one was about to wake him up to tell him. Also being that he is my bestfriend I really felt that I was going to be the one who tells him tomarro... so I was.
In most cases after months of hearing that your girlfriend is cheating on you a normal person whould have been like fuck you a while ago. But not Justin, he continues to give her the benefit of the doubt. Now I'm not saying that I don't believe her but when I hear this stuff it hurts me more then it hurts Justin because I am so close to that boy I know he dosen't deserve to get hurt like that, but his way of thinking of it is that he's happier with her then without, so although he wants to just say fuck you, he's choosing to do what's better for him and stay with her. Lately me and Kristy have been getting along and I like that I just am going to have to murder her if she hurts Justin lol.
Speaking of getting along with, Matt and I have become the best of friends and i ABSOLUTLY ADORE IT! Also because of him and Paul me and Val are becomming good friends which I could not be anymore happy about, because she is just the cutest thing ever! Which reminds me...
I have drank for the past week and a half ... everynight for about 13 days... It has beeeeeen so bomb! And on the forth for July I was going to have a 4 some! HOW COOL IS THAT! Me, Matt, Paul, and Val. It was so sweeet but it never wound up working because we were all crammed in a car.
Let's see what else is new... hung out with Ashley and Alyse, who I miss so very much. I barley see Jess anymore because she is becomming Amanda and like dedicating all her time to him which makes me feel so bad but whatever one day I'll just stop talking to her so till then... nE WaYs...
Everything really has not been too bad. A little bit hetic being that it's summer and I go out every single night, which is BOMB, I diden't have to go to summer school so I am def. using that to my advantage! I just hope the summer stays good.
I guess that took a hell out of me so I'm pretty much done.
Till Later
xoxo
aimee
ps:I saw shakespear in the park yesterday romeo and juilet it was awesome!