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Public Speaking: Thoughts on paper made into action.
If I have all the ambition to write everything I feel come up with brilliant ideas, and have a wonderful out look on everything then why am I still resorting to things such as writing, as opposed to doing something? Don’t really know to tell you the truth.
I have been thinking a lot lately about what is going to become of me. I mean yes I feel very comfortable in front of a screen typing my feelings but what good will that do me in my life?
Lately things in the near future have also been causing me to question and make decisions. I feel so lazy when it comes to making change. Which is why I am ... currently sitting in front of this screen.
The Power to Answer Your Own Question: Inevitable and Yet Brilliant
Ehh in general I just feel like a fucking bum. I have no motivation to do anything and ... I really don’t care. The only thing I ever have energy for is going out and being with Matt. Other then that life has become curtians (please excuse the ghetto, long story). I just don’t know what kind of kick in the ass Ineed to give myself but I hopefully better come up with something sometime soon.
The Ability To Change: Bolth The Best & Worst Gift Ever Given To The World
Everything seemed like it changed. I went from hating everyone to hanging out with people I never wanted to talk to again. I lost control of things I used to own (parents) and gained people I never though possible. My views have changed and so have I. Another thing that has changed is the ora of life in general. The smells and noises of summer are ringing in my head and I can’t get enough of them. Jessica has realized that we are summer people again (party, people, fun times)! And also that no one deserves to be treated like shit by some short ghetto scumb fuck...but some things around me are changing and it seems not to be for the better. Lately Justin has been a little diffrent, since the gf and him got serious. But I don’t want to have to loose him because of that. He sent me this today. I love it!....
FearEdSiNer (9:52:44 PM): "Happiness and strength endure only in the absence of hate. To hate alone is the road to disaster. To love is the road to strength. To love in spite of all is the secret of greatness. And may very well be the greatest secret in this universe."
....But N e WaYS... Today I got to see Matt, who I adore soly above all other things and revolve my life around, and I had dance so I’m tired. I’ll write some time soon.
xoxo
aimee
If I have all the ambition to write everything I feel come up with brilliant ideas, and have a wonderful out look on everything then why am I still resorting to things such as writing, as opposed to doing something? Don’t really know to tell you the truth.
I have been thinking a lot lately about what is going to become of me. I mean yes I feel very comfortable in front of a screen typing my feelings but what good will that do me in my life?
Lately things in the near future have also been causing me to question and make decisions. I feel so lazy when it comes to making change. Which is why I am ... currently sitting in front of this screen.
The Power to Answer Your Own Question: Inevitable and Yet Brilliant
Ehh in general I just feel like a fucking bum. I have no motivation to do anything and ... I really don’t care. The only thing I ever have energy for is going out and being with Matt. Other then that life has become curtians (please excuse the ghetto, long story). I just don’t know what kind of kick in the ass Ineed to give myself but I hopefully better come up with something sometime soon.
The Ability To Change: Bolth The Best & Worst Gift Ever Given To The World
Everything seemed like it changed. I went from hating everyone to hanging out with people I never wanted to talk to again. I lost control of things I used to own (parents) and gained people I never though possible. My views have changed and so have I. Another thing that has changed is the ora of life in general. The smells and noises of summer are ringing in my head and I can’t get enough of them. Jessica has realized that we are summer people again (party, people, fun times)! And also that no one deserves to be treated like shit by some short ghetto scumb fuck...but some things around me are changing and it seems not to be for the better. Lately Justin has been a little diffrent, since the gf and him got serious. But I don’t want to have to loose him because of that. He sent me this today. I love it!....
FearEdSiNer (9:52:44 PM): "Happiness and strength endure only in the absence of hate. To hate alone is the road to disaster. To love is the road to strength. To love in spite of all is the secret of greatness. And may very well be the greatest secret in this universe."
....But N e WaYS... Today I got to see Matt, who I adore soly above all other things and revolve my life around, and I had dance so I’m tired. I’ll write some time soon.
xoxo
aimee