spring break philosophy x)
syndicated sound got fifth place...good for us :) at least we made it into finals. i'm dissappointed that we didn't get any caption awards, but that's alright, too. at least we all had that moment where we were so proud of ourselves and we actually *came together* as a group. :::gasp::: that was moment that was rare x) i need to go running, i felt like such a chunk when we were doing Beat because my beat definitely stops...! and then it huffs and puffs and i hate that. i want to CONTINUE on...the girl who won best female vocalist was amaziiiing. i wish i could sing like that...but anyways. moving on... :)
i thought i wouldn't mind coming up to my mom's this week, but now that i'm sitting here i kind of want to be at home ;ox it's very cliche of me, but i miss my boy and it's been kind of up and down for us lately due to my temporary insanity that it makes me want to just spend more time to be reassured everything will be alright. but that's just the way i think...i need to STOP thinking. despite the odds and fates of other people, i need to be able to trust the love i know i have but cover up with fear. everyone needs to do that every once in awhile. and i'm tired of people just claiming it's just because of "the first love". ::sigh:: adults - what do THEY know? x)i miss you mister wall...143 ;*
this whole week has been really weird. *i've* been really weird[er], and i'm glad i've kind of snapped out of it...some things are up in the air, or maybe just all in my head but ~ maybe it's good i've come up to my mom's for a lil' bit to kind of take a vacation - from myself xoP
everyone have a good monday night of spring break ;* X0X0
p.s. potter... i <3 you :)
i thought i wouldn't mind coming up to my mom's this week, but now that i'm sitting here i kind of want to be at home ;ox it's very cliche of me, but i miss my boy and it's been kind of up and down for us lately due to my temporary insanity that it makes me want to just spend more time to be reassured everything will be alright. but that's just the way i think...i need to STOP thinking. despite the odds and fates of other people, i need to be able to trust the love i know i have but cover up with fear. everyone needs to do that every once in awhile. and i'm tired of people just claiming it's just because of "the first love". ::sigh:: adults - what do THEY know? x)i miss you mister wall...143 ;*
this whole week has been really weird. *i've* been really weird[er], and i'm glad i've kind of snapped out of it...some things are up in the air, or maybe just all in my head but ~ maybe it's good i've come up to my mom's for a lil' bit to kind of take a vacation - from myself xoP
everyone have a good monday night of spring break ;* X0X0
p.s. potter... i <3 you :)