hisashiburi
hello.
It has been a while since i'm blogging in the wee hours, typing using my laptop (i'm sorry lenovo but my baby will always be vaio). :)
It feels good to be back here. but at the same time... that feeling is creeping in. it is as if i'm back to that deprived person who needs another venue to vent. But the truth is, i'm probably always THE deprived person. Just that i don't have the time to blog.
I suddenly have lots of time. No gym after work (yet), no assignments to do at night/weekend (hopefully no more) and no shows to watch (no anime no drama for now). Life's good.
Anyway, so I suddenly thought of my blogspot days and remembered probably my last blogspot. okay, it wasn't the last one because i remembered it now. There are plenty of things that I have avoided over the years, including posts in this LJ. Have I moved on? I have no idea but I know I had enough. I had enough of myself being upset over the same thing over and over again. I know there are jokes that I can laugh at every time but I don't want to cry over the same thing over and over again. And to move on, I want to move on. So i'm stopping myself now.
I'm too tired now - I should sleep because i'm sick + period coming soon.
till then.
w love,
sushi
It has been a while since i'm blogging in the wee hours, typing using my laptop (i'm sorry lenovo but my baby will always be vaio). :)
It feels good to be back here. but at the same time... that feeling is creeping in. it is as if i'm back to that deprived person who needs another venue to vent. But the truth is, i'm probably always THE deprived person. Just that i don't have the time to blog.
I suddenly have lots of time. No gym after work (yet), no assignments to do at night/weekend (hopefully no more) and no shows to watch (no anime no drama for now). Life's good.
Anyway, so I suddenly thought of my blogspot days and remembered probably my last blogspot. okay, it wasn't the last one because i remembered it now. There are plenty of things that I have avoided over the years, including posts in this LJ. Have I moved on? I have no idea but I know I had enough. I had enough of myself being upset over the same thing over and over again. I know there are jokes that I can laugh at every time but I don't want to cry over the same thing over and over again. And to move on, I want to move on. So i'm stopping myself now.
I'm too tired now - I should sleep because i'm sick + period coming soon.
till then.
w love,
sushi