yes i'm still alive
not living perhaps. i can't believe i haven't been blogging for the past 2 months. 2 months! i think that's the longest window period ever. I THINK. Because in the past, when i was happy, i blogged. When upset, i blogged more. so... what happened to me?
for the past 2 months... what happened? sadly, i can't remember much.
I remember being so stressed out at work. I remember the impulse of going into my boss's office and told him that it's too much for me. but i didn't. right now i'm still clearing work but at least it's not that tough now.
I remember my sis came back for 10 days or so? can't remember what we did actually. picked her up... had brunch at wild honey... watched Wizard of Oz (my god, how many movies i missed to blog?)... had an early bday dinner for my dady @ vivo crystal jade dining-in... .... .... oh! sang k... hmmmm.... .... think that's all? and then sent her off again. and taking days off to accompany her = more work pile up.
I remember doing assignments for my exams and studying for exams and taking exams. actually, i don't really remember. and i have to take leave to study = more work. x.x it was a vicious cycle totally.
oh, did i ever mention that i received q a good bonus and pay increment? and spent 1/4 on my parents? and didn't really buy anything for myself. oh, if you include a phone, yes i just got myself a S4. not because of my bonus, but because i have to get a new smartphone. dake.
oh, and my jap beginner class has ended. and intermediate class has started. but soon it is going to pause for 1+months and start in July which is perfect for me since i'm away 2 weeks in May, 2 weeks in June and 1 week in July.
Have I told you that I'm going Aussie in May? London for work in June and holidays one week which I just managed to figure out where i'm going.
Have I told you that i went out w my sensei & classmates to SG flyer even though i'm sick? Oh, and i've been sick for... 2weeks? and not recovering. *hurray~*
Have I told you that I'm so tired that i can hardly get myself out of the bed to go to the gym?
And... what popcorn dvd? what new aiba variety show? what new nino variety show? what new sho variety show? and what new sho drama? and what vs arashi? what AnS? :((((( i feel so detached to arashi (though i listen to arashi songs daily on my ipod). after getting my new phone on Labour Day, i was looking at tumblr... and there's this cute aiba looking for clover... which i have no idea what and why and feel so upset about it. :(
It wasn't supposed to be like that. I wanted to have a GOOD year ahead. Doing things for the first time etc. Oh well, if not blogging for 2 months can be considered as one, yea, i managed to did it for the first time. :(
Work is just getting more and more. But i'm already better as compared to the rest. lesser workload, nicer boss. what to complain?
"Even if it was frustrating Even if we were petrified Now, we are singing this song
Standing here like this Go!
All of you Go!
Are the proof we exist!
Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!"
from yarukzero.
This is really one of my energy songs. When going to work i will listen to hyper songs to make me awake/happy. When i'm on bed I'll listen to nino's solo to soothe my nerves. There's a period of time i couldn't sleep well. I have disturbing dreams (even now). I woke up like 4am in the morning, wide awake for no reason.
I'm afraid that this is my last post for May. I'm afraid that this is all i have for my past 2 months.
oh, i met the birthday girl madeleine for her bday.
met up w the girls... once? can't remember. had macaroons! and brunch!
is that all? is that all? oh yah. went ahming's bday. skipped sp's. watched yang jia jiang w xf & js. watched iron man 3 & GI joe with my da jie. hmmmm... is hunterxhunter this period? if yes, i watched that too.
and tomorrow i'm not going to work but i'm going johor. hurray~ hopefully tmr i won't reach home when the sky's dark like today. :(
it is not going to get better right?
for the past 2 months... what happened? sadly, i can't remember much.
I remember being so stressed out at work. I remember the impulse of going into my boss's office and told him that it's too much for me. but i didn't. right now i'm still clearing work but at least it's not that tough now.
I remember my sis came back for 10 days or so? can't remember what we did actually. picked her up... had brunch at wild honey... watched Wizard of Oz (my god, how many movies i missed to blog?)... had an early bday dinner for my dady @ vivo crystal jade dining-in... .... .... oh! sang k... hmmmm.... .... think that's all? and then sent her off again. and taking days off to accompany her = more work pile up.
I remember doing assignments for my exams and studying for exams and taking exams. actually, i don't really remember. and i have to take leave to study = more work. x.x it was a vicious cycle totally.
oh, did i ever mention that i received q a good bonus and pay increment? and spent 1/4 on my parents? and didn't really buy anything for myself. oh, if you include a phone, yes i just got myself a S4. not because of my bonus, but because i have to get a new smartphone. dake.
oh, and my jap beginner class has ended. and intermediate class has started. but soon it is going to pause for 1+months and start in July which is perfect for me since i'm away 2 weeks in May, 2 weeks in June and 1 week in July.
Have I told you that I'm going Aussie in May? London for work in June and holidays one week which I just managed to figure out where i'm going.
Have I told you that i went out w my sensei & classmates to SG flyer even though i'm sick? Oh, and i've been sick for... 2weeks? and not recovering. *hurray~*
Have I told you that I'm so tired that i can hardly get myself out of the bed to go to the gym?
And... what popcorn dvd? what new aiba variety show? what new nino variety show? what new sho variety show? and what new sho drama? and what vs arashi? what AnS? :((((( i feel so detached to arashi (though i listen to arashi songs daily on my ipod). after getting my new phone on Labour Day, i was looking at tumblr... and there's this cute aiba looking for clover... which i have no idea what and why and feel so upset about it. :(
It wasn't supposed to be like that. I wanted to have a GOOD year ahead. Doing things for the first time etc. Oh well, if not blogging for 2 months can be considered as one, yea, i managed to did it for the first time. :(
Work is just getting more and more. But i'm already better as compared to the rest. lesser workload, nicer boss. what to complain?
"Even if it was frustrating Even if we were petrified Now, we are singing this song
Standing here like this Go!
All of you Go!
Are the proof we exist!
Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!"
from yarukzero.
This is really one of my energy songs. When going to work i will listen to hyper songs to make me awake/happy. When i'm on bed I'll listen to nino's solo to soothe my nerves. There's a period of time i couldn't sleep well. I have disturbing dreams (even now). I woke up like 4am in the morning, wide awake for no reason.
I'm afraid that this is my last post for May. I'm afraid that this is all i have for my past 2 months.
oh, i met the birthday girl madeleine for her bday.
met up w the girls... once? can't remember. had macaroons! and brunch!
is that all? is that all? oh yah. went ahming's bday. skipped sp's. watched yang jia jiang w xf & js. watched iron man 3 & GI joe with my da jie. hmmmm... is hunterxhunter this period? if yes, i watched that too.
and tomorrow i'm not going to work but i'm going johor. hurray~ hopefully tmr i won't reach home when the sky's dark like today. :(
it is not going to get better right?