this is me

Feb 05, 2012 01:15


i decided that today... shall be a day of rants.

i'm feeling lousy right now. or rather for like how many hrs already. feel lousy because i feel lousy. feel lousy because i decided not to go because i feel lousy. feel lousy because i feel lousy because of it. feel lousy because i'm actually happy because of that. so in short. i feel lousy.

not that today was bad. i had a really good time with sarah. :) i brought her to Wild Honey today. i made a reservation at 830am! can u believe it? i woke up earlier than wkdays. -.- so after which we caught Chronicle. and seems like things go downhill after that.

let's talk about the movie first before the downhill.  i was checking and i realised the last time i blogged about movie was nov 2011. -.- i seriously have a sad life now, don't you think so?

anw so i've watched...


星空. which is definitely better than 那些年. Seriously. more childhoody. LOL. i guess i suit sad stuffs. hohoho.

recent CNY movies.


大魔术师. watched it in 初二. really gooooooooooooooooood~ so funny. unexpectedly. :P though i will prefer another ending.



逆战. Seriously, crap movie. as in i don't think the actors are bad. i think they are quite good. the story was okay. but i find it ridiculous. for no reason. perhaps is the ship scene that really make me go o.O LOL. who knows?

okay back to the chronicle!


it is a sad movie. depressing that what i expected. LOL. oh well... doesn't mean someone who is lost is always lost. but then, for this case, seems like it is.

enough of the movies. i cldn't stand up after the movie. -.- had this really sharp pain at my thigh. which i will love to know the reason why. it's not the joint. you know when i hardly move for v long, my joints hurt. this is normal. okay i know that it is not normal for joints to hurt but for me it's normal. but this time round, it's not the joints. it's muscle? i have no idea. i tried walking, but i can't. -.- and it triggers off my panicking mode which i personally hates it alot. like a lot a lot. My panicking mode is always on each time i sprained my ankle or sth. and if you have no idea what's my panicking mode is... basically i will gradually unable to hear anything and unable to see anything. and break into cold sweats. seems like my body can't take any panicking. it just make me go o.0 so each time i realised i'm in panicking mode, i had to tell myself "breathe~ calm down. it's okay.". so somehow i transformed myself to not so panic.

so I was quite upset about it, not to mention that i think i've made sarah worried. sian. sometimes my body condition is really not good huh?

and sth else happened which made me even more upset. zillions of qn marks i have with me. but i chose to believe what i want to believe. and then, taking a nap made me feel worse. lalala~

and so... i ended up staying at home. x.x managed to watch alot of tv and read finish my book and read a bit of NG. XD

anw sometimes i will think that 我在不在都无所谓.

Insecurity kills, don't you think so?

pl, movie

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