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I miss Michael so much. I hate change... things change so rapidly and I feel like I haven't even had a chance to sit down and breathe. Alex is growing and changing so much inside me everyday... and it's official... baby Alex is going to be a soccer player. I just need a break.. I need a vacation.. I really wish I took off for the weekend and went down to Arizona. I know Courtney and I would be the only girls and spend the entire time watching Gabe but I figure Mike and I could find at least a few spare moments to ourselves and go see the Grand Canyon or take a walk.
I feel like I haven't had Mike to myself in so long... we've both been so busy. Between family, trips, the field, moving, work, cleaning, life. The last time we spent anytime to ourselves was at least 2 weeks ago. In the last week and a half, I've probably been around him for 11 hours, 8 of those sleeping.
Oh well, at least this weekend will hopefully go by fast.. I'm about to go to work for the rest of the day. I'll just come home to eat and sleep. Then wake up and go out with Brenda tomorrow since Shaun went to Iraq 3 days ago. After that I'll go to work Monday and hopefully Mike will come home either Monday or Tuesday.
Oh well, I have to go stop being sad.. I'll stress Alex out. Love my little Lex and I haven't even met him/her yet.