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i am so fulfilled. i worked an eight hour day, i got off, and i went out with my friends for a few hours and had enlightening conversation in an awesome little coffee shop an hour away from my house. i heard from my boyfriend that i love incredibly much briefly, which was just enough of a reminder that i miss him. but you know? missing someone is bittersweet: it sucks because you're not together... but... in the same vein, it's cool that you care for someone that much that it hurts when they're not around. it makes being together again even better.
jimmy, eunice, and i ventured out to old town pasadena for dinner and coffee at a place called equater. it has such an atmosphere - i loved it. it was very darkly lit, with brick walls, strange paintings, hookas, live bands and loud music. in the two or so hours we were there, we heard the deftones, sheryl crow and nirvana. while i don't generally care for the deftones or sheryl crow, they still felt so right in that place. and the coffee was good. it was a very ecclectic and inspiring place. i feel like i should create some sort of piece of art now. anyway, it also inspired great conversation. i love good conversation, i love having people around that i can talk to. i love walking away from an evening with someone or a group of people and feeling like i know them so much better. much <3 to you both, thanks for good talking and good listening.
this is most definitely going to be a year of change: growing with some people, and growing away from others. the dynamics of my relationships are changing. and... i'm okay with it. i have my basic roots with everyone, and with certain people... the roots are flowering. and it's cool. i'm looking forward to getting to know everyone so much better, on a deeper level.
as the third year of my relationship with jeremy draws ever closer, i'm reminded of how lucky i am to be with someone like him. i love the level of comfortability we have with eachother. i can tell him absolutely anything without him flinching or judging me. that's incredible. i love being able to be that close to someone. each weekend i spend with him - even if nothing really happens - i still feel like we've gotten just that littlebit closer. like, this weekend... he was playing his shoot 'em up game. i played for a little while... and then i just cuddled up next to him and fell asleep. i was comfortable, he was comfortable. no one minded or was offended either way. it's little things, insignificant things, that remind me of the big stuff. if that makes any sense at all..
work at 11:30. gotta get up, shower, caffeinate, and head off to work to recommend dog food. i should get some sleep. goodnight guys.
jimmy, eunice, and i ventured out to old town pasadena for dinner and coffee at a place called equater. it has such an atmosphere - i loved it. it was very darkly lit, with brick walls, strange paintings, hookas, live bands and loud music. in the two or so hours we were there, we heard the deftones, sheryl crow and nirvana. while i don't generally care for the deftones or sheryl crow, they still felt so right in that place. and the coffee was good. it was a very ecclectic and inspiring place. i feel like i should create some sort of piece of art now. anyway, it also inspired great conversation. i love good conversation, i love having people around that i can talk to. i love walking away from an evening with someone or a group of people and feeling like i know them so much better. much <3 to you both, thanks for good talking and good listening.
this is most definitely going to be a year of change: growing with some people, and growing away from others. the dynamics of my relationships are changing. and... i'm okay with it. i have my basic roots with everyone, and with certain people... the roots are flowering. and it's cool. i'm looking forward to getting to know everyone so much better, on a deeper level.
as the third year of my relationship with jeremy draws ever closer, i'm reminded of how lucky i am to be with someone like him. i love the level of comfortability we have with eachother. i can tell him absolutely anything without him flinching or judging me. that's incredible. i love being able to be that close to someone. each weekend i spend with him - even if nothing really happens - i still feel like we've gotten just that littlebit closer. like, this weekend... he was playing his shoot 'em up game. i played for a little while... and then i just cuddled up next to him and fell asleep. i was comfortable, he was comfortable. no one minded or was offended either way. it's little things, insignificant things, that remind me of the big stuff. if that makes any sense at all..
work at 11:30. gotta get up, shower, caffeinate, and head off to work to recommend dog food. i should get some sleep. goodnight guys.