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[forever_scarred]

i miss him.

always have.

i just try to hide it cause i didn't think it mattered

still don't think it matters

i cover over my feelings because i don't want to be hurt.

i don't want to be with anyone but i miss what we had.

i'm so confused and i'm sad, cause i still want to know what could be.

i'm a piece of shit.

i don't have regrets but I have my mistakes and i made one that I wish I could take back.

i suck.

i wasn't thinking. cause at the time i didn't care and now I do.

i feel awful. i keep thinking about it. i keep thinking about all of it.

i don't want to think anymore.

i don't know what i want. i'm fucked.

just had to get this all out cause its trapped inside of me.